LonelyMoon

reborn

2011-04-27T19:50:00.005+08:00

bearing all the pain ...

for all the strokes we endured....all the tears we shed............and all the battles we fought .....

moving on to yet another chapter....

...."fall 7 , get up 8 "....

thats why we are called dragonboaters....

"any regrets"

"no!"

"why?"

"Because we are dragonboaters.."

~one for redemption one for aspiration~

2011-04-12T23:15:00.006+08:00

jnrs are great!!! haha congraz them for the gold.. i really got wonderful jnrs= rachel amanda and yizhou!!! now the pressure is on us woho...*great~* haha 3rd May lets do it! (: jiayou to both dragon boat and concert band (senior) first A div for db lets set the record (: lots of stuff to do and .....there is no time~~~ * db, band, gym, taman jurong csc activity* ** anyway!! cheer up to all my friends !! lets forget about pw and chiong for A lvl (: went for free cone day ....GG need to burn away the tons of fats and calories!! ): *** be my moonlight (:

~~ we get blue xmas instead of white ~ ~

2010-12-27T15:39:00.008+08:00

birthday!! (:

2010-09-21T00:57:00.004+08:00

THX THX TO ALL MY FRENS <3>

yesterday was crazy...3 birthday songs in 1 day!!!
got very emotional when de person delivered de cake....thx man
thx to raffles, jiahao, riche, choon pin, yuan long, bingle, yen cheng, mal, AND ALL MY FRENS (:
**
omg jh wrote tat *stupid* card .....and got me emotional again........(:
THX EVERYONE FOR THE SURPRISE!!!

Dragon Boat

2010-07-04T20:43:00.005+08:00

--> formal lol

--> all black (:

---> emo ( wdh is cp doing haha )

04/07/2010 -- our first race XD

tried our best and lets just forget about the result LOL..

FANTASIA VIII REBIRTH!!!!~

2010-06-10T20:23:00.002+08:00

RV FANTASIA VIII REBIRTH ROXXXXXXX

thx to all my friends!!! TYTYTY

PANDA,XIAOBAI,MARCUS, BENJIN, LEON, VERON, DAPHINE , RAFFLES, JIALE, QIZHANG , CHOON PIN, DAVY, AUSTIN, XUEJUN,YUHENG AND LIUYI!!

"pikachu's birthday"

2010-05-30T00:26:00.003+08:00

Jia Hao aka Xiao Bai, Gay, Uncle, Pikachu 's BIRTHDAY!!!
i swear this is the first time that i was actually holding a cake and camping outside a friend's house
quite cool though....except for my poor finger which got burnt by the flame......
it all became possible with the "imaginative scheme" by wanwen! ( and me XD)

bought a customized puzzle for xiao bai, errrrmmmm i bet 100 bucks that he likes it!! dun care! lol

anyway....speaking of my new chinese name....Jia Mao hahaha
dun ask me the reason!! black moon ftw!

today was a fairytale (:

2010-02-28T21:47:00.002+08:00

today was a fairytale (nt tat kind of romantic or sentimental love story haha)
XD
my first slam dunk !!! (: (on the last day of feb [= )
mom is coming back on 16 March!
still considering whether to get Kobe V or nt...
in need of financial aid (:
**
HEY PPL!
i m alr. started counting down for March holiday ^.^
gonna chiong hw now ):

start of something new

2010-02-01T21:10:00.002+08:00

J1- 2010
BCME....a hectic schedule awaits me..
laid-back style ftw! lazing around and no chionging of hw (:
still seems to indulge my every whim....
guess i m still quite indiscriminate in making choices ):
Jiayouss to all my frens (:

5A is great!
hope we can organise some class outings in the future (:
lets all jiayou (:

Be..my...Moonlight (:

birthday!

2009-09-20T00:17:00.003+08:00

YEAH MY BIRTHDAY!!!
HAHA THX TO ALL MY FRENS
THX TO RICHE,JIAHAO, BENJIN, LEON, MARCUS, JIALE, QIZHANG , YUHENG. RAFFLES
AND THX TO THOSE WHO WENT FOR THE DINNER ! HAHA
A BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU!!!
NOW CELEBRATE!!! HAHA

Holiday+family

2009-06-18T15:38:00.012+08:00

---> lolnt my car...lol obvious

--> tats my cousin (:

---> dinner with family? lol

---> at mo4 shan1 lol

---> theme park lol

---> lol blur pic

---> so short

--> lol i look sad...

---> actually i m taller...

--->solo pic in some restaurant

just came back........
tried to hold back my emotions...but sry i cant....
never a right time to say goodbye..but still you got to face it..

...有一种看不见的兴奋....是即将重逢时急促的心跳

...有一种看不见的快乐....是相互陪伴时简单的幸福

...有一种看不见的眼泪....是最后离别时强忍的微笑

...有一种看不见的伤痛....是远隔千里时无助的思念

2009-05-12T23:12:00.004+08:00

it's over....everything is over... (:
band prac is on this coming friday..woho..
cant wait to touch my string bass...lol nvm
**
going overseas during this coming june holiday..
time to slack and play!
**
The...End...

~exams~

2009-04-30T00:49:00.003+08:00

lol cooped up at home ....
and thx to self study day that i have yet to dig out all my notes from the bag....
Mid-year is next week....and i couldnt even keep my mind free of thoughts...
**
anyway, just watched X-men origin, Wolverine today with jiahao and choon pin..
indeed a nice movie, so X-men fans dont hesitate to catch the movie (:
"why is the moon so lonely?" "because he can never touch her" ....(from the movie)
just love this particular line.... sounds emo though ..but it just evoked my memories of...
**
ar!! mid-year is coming..(the dreaded moment had finally arrived..
but guess it's just useless staring blankly at the paper in front of me...
sigh.... any1 want to study together with me? ( hopefully i can be highly motivated by studying tgt with frens.....
im dumb enough...and lack motivations! doom and gloom for me...
**
erase my memory plz...........

2009-04-21T21:31:00.002+08:00

kill me....
before i kill myself.......
any1 can tell me....the reasons behind all these...
i cant take it....
i mean srsly...I JUST CANT TAKE IT!!!!
dont ask me ...to be strong or wadever...
coz i cant do it....
time is poisonous......
i wish .....i was in the dream....
wake me up.......

random thoughts

2009-04-15T21:50:00.004+08:00

-->so cute!! love in all languages

--> omg so cool!!

nth much to say.....
juz another boring weeeeeeek...
*ar!!yawn~~~*
going for alumni band prac(: woho!
gonna start training my bball (:
( *shout* bball match again all my frens!!!!!)
**
mom going overseas soon......
gonna face the blank walls alone....with that vacuous expression again...
place of inanition......):
..just a faint gleam of hope...
**
失去的...我一定会重新夺回来...not gonna waste another 2 years......
dun try.....it is a must...

~no regrets...~

2009-04-08T20:13:00.005+08:00

no regrets......i mean seriously...
i've done my best....(:
and to my section......I AM DAMN PROUD OF YOU...
for all the effort that we put in
for all the hardship that we 've gone through...
for all the moments that we enjoy.....
for all the tears we shared....
for all these.....I AM &^&*%^%(*^& PROUD OF YOU.....
**
still rmb ? 2 years ago....when i met you all for the very first time...
we started off with NTH.....
no guidance from direct seniors or any tutor.
all we have are juz 3 different individuals...with diff personalities yea?
rmb all we do during sectionals....is just staring at each other with stone faces....
trying to keep ourself busy by rubbing against the taut strings...
it all became vivid....when i was standing on the stage.
time doesnt erase all those memory man....
for those memory that we shared...... I M REALLY &^&*%) PROUD OF YOU....
we all agreed that we tried our best yea?
den....NO REGRETS (:
**
maybe we do not know the way of accepting reality..
perhaps....we just cant control our emotions...
but....tats nt a sign of weakness in us...
maybe all we need is just a shoulder to cry on....
dont you find ironic when ppl start telling us how we could have done better this time....and why didnt we try our best..WHEN we are the ones that fought through it..
when we are the ones spending hundreds of hours tgt with ms chan to achieve our goals....
we cried, nt for the result, but to express the feeling of not being able to achieve what we deserve.
so..plz..do not judge us if you cant feel and understand every single 1 from RV concert band...
GWH? so what if we miss it......WE GOT A BWH , a band with honours (:
**
i know there is definitely a strain on the feelings when we received the results...
i know it feels like some parts of us are wrenched away...
it's ok.....dun have to hold back the tides of sadness and tears..
do not control it....
let your emotions flow freely..BUT JUST FOR TODAY...
let the tears wet your faces..just for today...
(: (: (:
becoz tmr is a brand new beginning....
a new chapter awaits all of us.......
and!!!!!!! this is nt a obstacle to stop us from moving forward....definitely nt 1 for RV concert band!
you all believe in every single 1 of RV concert band...so do i....
dun let it ....destroy the faith that you have.....
GET OVER IT!!
let it be our motivation, spur us on to succeed...(:
the night is darkest just before dawn
what awaits us will then be the bright rays of dawn (: ha
take this fall as an opportunity..
remind yourself the glory that we lost....
and.....use it as a force to take back what belongs to us
so come on....be strong.. pull yourself together...
and......fight back the glory!!
**
revenge is a dish best served cold.......
this is yet another chapter for us to write our own destiny....

SYF

2009-04-03T22:11:00.004+08:00

found this on facebook....wow can see me!!!

lol ppl...SYF creeps.... (:
was struggling with the hectic schedule this week...*sigh*..
countless tests and assignments...are driving me crazy ! ar!...>.<
**
lack of sleep can affect the stability of emotion i think....( coz i was quite emotionally unstable these few days...) *waking up at 5.35 everyday is ..torturous T.T*
**
have been yearning for a new phone since the start of this year >.< ....
to my dismay....Iphone is still unavailable for starhub users....gerrr ):
how long do i have to wait ....
**
SYF creeps ppl!!!
dream about the result.
dream about all the efforts that we put in..
dream about what have we been through.....
and live our dreams!!
its kinda sad ..my last SYF with the junior band ):
JIAYOU EVERY1 (:
**

lalala

2009-03-15T23:00:00.002+08:00

finally, sth which cheers me up!
one week of holiday?! (or is it even a holiday?) >.<
**
want to spend the week enjoying a vacation at a resort or somewhere seemes remote from civilisation....
(run away from reality? no!)
BUT~~ feel it? the intense competition is here (:
no much time for me to slack (and sleep also >.<) JIAYOU JIAYOU~
cca at yuhua today,
practising in the hall is really torturous
for some inexplicable reason, the sound was tight juz like the taut strings of the bass.
and i was really tensed when ms chan gave us the sullen glare.....):
guess we kinda not used to the new place yeah?
wads there to be afraid of? muz overcome our crippling fear and do it !
**
monday- bball?
tuesday- band (:
wednesday- sleep sleep & sleep (:
thursday-band
friday- band
sat- Mini concert
sun-sleep..
wow working to a tight schedule isnt it....(:
haha it's better than slacking at home , stoning and staring at the blank screen....
jiayou jiayou RV concert band
**
battered remains of the memory, smashed beyond recognition....
lol it's ok ..... meiling has the ability to cheer the whole section up haha

~ why?~

2009-03-06T22:45:00.002+08:00

coop up at home for the past few days....
life hasn't exactly been a barrel of laughs lately...
...and still struggling in this world where ppl dun feel guilty of distorting the truth...
**
i could already sensed trouble brewing long before it happened lar...
our relationship with other class were strained man....
every now and then, i saw links of the blogs that condemned 4L
it really blow my top whenever i hear the pop sound of the conversation window, telling me how other class hate us...
when it comes to sensitive issues....guess i should stop blogging about it...
you know i dun wan others to take my post as a immature act to grumble about anything
and ...no grudge against me plox.i dun wan any1 bear malice against me ):
**
cca! ha finally something which cheer me up!
some ppl said cca never seems so enjoyable to those who spend the greater part of the day in it as it is absolutely insensible to do those dull activities.. lol
TATS BECOZ YOU ARE NT PASSIONATE ABOUT WAD YOU ARE DOING!
even though i m fully aware tat its gonna be a hectic schedule for next 1 month...
&despite the fact tat SYF is approaching, it seems tat cca is the only thing that manage to keep my mind free of thoughts (:
i m not sure if the last day would be advantageout to us
BUT! it definitely focus our attention to the goal tat we are working towards for
RV concert band SYF 2009 allllll the way! (:
destiny ....falls on 8 april! (:
**
i read this in the Nike commercial.....( not publicizing nike lol)
"if you really want it, you can push pass pain, ....
"glory, if you really want it...live your dream, if you really want it..
"if you really want it you can fit everything to your fire, all the pain, failures, critics and glory...
"you can do anything you want to.....if you really want it...
..
so... show your determination and live your dream! jiayou rv concert band AND STRING BASS SECTION <3
* lets hope tat mr sunshine and ms happy will bring us gd luck! "

~Valentine 's Day~~

2009-02-13T22:50:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine's day ppl!!
nth to write about actually....
**
my life goes on without you..... (:

~naha me+ spec!

2009-01-27T20:52:00.003+08:00

lol i luv white spec! (:

lol i gonna buy a spec!!! (:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PPL!!

wish all of you, all the best

and hopefully you can scale new heights in wadever you do in the year of Ox...haha

hope that i can forget about you .......

2009-01-24T00:18:00.006+08:00

i just cant give up.....
and still cant forget about you..................
**
tis post is short and sweet...but also long and bitter......

2009-01-19T18:45:00.009+08:00

....yesh yesh i m taller!!

---so dark....lol
yiming, mavis, sihui and cailing (:

during drills....my face is totally....disfigured....

lol sebby trying to act tall...
yiming...dun have to act...lol jkjk

lol random photo

sebby:" look at my hair!!"

sebby:" i m still hungry..
yiming...eating lol

violent.....

actually........i can play clarinet...lol jkjk

look sebby is holding a double bass...
and i m playing clarinet..

yiming:" smile!~ cheese
yayun: omg i m so short...

yiming:wan fight ar?
yayun: come lar~!

moon+mogu!!!! (:

look at sebby's face man...so serious

one step closer to my goal of posting my 100th post!!!.....
anyway yesterday was my first performance as a member of SPARKSWINDS..haha
a long long time ago.. venue:VCH, time: sparks concert
yiming:" hey liuyi you know wad! ...one day i m gonna be one of them!"
liuyi: " we are still sec1s long way to go ..."
yiming:" ya...i juz wish to be like one of them one day!"
wow.....feels like i m living in my dream (:
**
reached Yuhua at 12.pm on sunday..
chat with felix and phoebe and reached SCH at 2? lol
the rehearsal before the concert was indeed quite tedious
i m nt sure if i m juz being paranoid but....
somehow i sensed that there was sth bad brewing long...
but it turned out tat tats juz my imagination...>.<
**
there was an air of excitement, as we waited in anticipation for the arrival of all the audience...
the moment i step on to the stage , thousands of thoughts flickered in my mind....
and den....my thoughts were interrupted by a loud screaming sound" YIMING!!!!"...
TATS MY SECTION <3>
so... i guess the view of third position wasnt so bad afterall (:
the suspense before the concert was terrible...i juz cant wait to start...>.<
**
START!!!
dance celebration, torch dance, arirang and akantobo,epicus and adventure tales of professor alex, tats all for the first half...
if you do notice my face expression.... playing professor alex was ....torturous...
the low holding notes were breaking my fingers apart....ar!
i wasnt so nervous after the first piece...maybe the atmosphere wasnt so tensed after we get used to the surrouding (:

** interval**
unfortunately i only have tat pathetic 10 min to spend with you guys!
but A BIGBIG THANK YOU TO ALL WHO CAME FOR THE CONCERT!!
and i really really appreicate all the gift from you all!!
lol ex-2i and 4L boys YOU ALL ROCKS!! my eyes were fully diluted with surprise when i saw you all
seriously, i think i wont be able to play well without your support!
for one second i feel like hugging all of you...(tats only possible if you dont mind gaying with me(: )

AND BASS SECTION!!!! the best juniors and seniors! <3>
thx for all the presents, your SCREAMING!! ( especially meiling!) i will bring strepsil for you on tuesday! ok?
and most importantly... THX for your presence....
you all really cheered me on whenever i complained about the demaning alumni prac...
thx alot for cheering me up when i was both physically and mentally drained...
and really really thank you for supporting me.... i may not be the best senior but YOU ALL ARE DEFINITELY THE BEST JUNIORS!!
better end here before it becomes a sentimental story haha <3>

for cailing , mavis, sihui, natalie,xuejun and yayun! thx a lot for coming !!
and i <3>
sry xj for asking you to bring tat huge camera with you
and thx yy for coming to support me, yeah High 5!! we play the same instrument!
haha and sry to cailing, mavis and sihui for my ignorance..tat i actually let you all waited for 1 hour +!!!
>.<....

haha wanwen! i didnt forget about you ya? haha thx a lot for coming!!
you are the best best best! ok?! haha thx for your present!!
and sry for all the stupid jokes haha you noe i m always kidding rit?!
thank you rachel!!! our DM!! haha i can see you from my position also!! haha
also, thx to clarinet section and jiayi(hope i didnt spell wrongly) for the flower!
i didnt expect to receive a present from you all!!.... one day i will buy you all bubble tea !! haha
oh ya!! KIMYEE AND KIMBERLY THANK YOU THANK YOU !!!
kimberly you didnt buy "anything" for me rit?! hahah thx alot !!!
kimyee and kimberly you all rox!!! (:
and jillian!! thx for the flower!!! sososo pretty!!!!
thx alot !!!!! is it very expensive?!!! ha its ok coz you are the treasurer! haha mus sleep early coz we still have school!!!! NO!!! (:

and!! daphine + veronica..these 2 " bosom friends" you two are always tgt rit?!
thx alot lot for the present and I CAN SEE YOU 2 directly FROM MY POSITION ON THE STAGE YOU NOE!!
rmb veron nex time A BIG HUG? haha is tat right? lol!!!

i went back to backstage after 10 min and....get myself ready for the coming second half performance!
Percussion ensemble is fabulous!! 3 cheers for them! haha
concerto grosso, beauty&the beast, japanese graphity, eagles' medley and american graphity
saxophone section was really really pro! wonderful performance by them..
encore piece!! PONYO!! tats so cute!! i think xueqiang and rachel managed to catch every1's attention with their gimmicks!!
the concert ended at 9? earlier than what i tot it should be
photo taking + loading of the instru+bus trip...
we were back at yuhua at 10.50+?lol everyone was totally drained of energy
reached home at 11.20 and slept at 1? lol
**
thx to: *xuejun (for taking all the photos (: ) * yayun( even though i hit your head for like umpteen times,
*JH ( for giving out the tickets and keeping the secret) ,
*riche , raffles,benjin, qizhang, choonpin,malcolm, leon, marcus, yuheng, jiale , kelvin, yuanlong, natalie (for coming and your support, jiale thx for giving me tat really "special" present and birdy .......your perfume rox man! ),
* cailing , mavis and sihui ( for waiting so long!! srysry ha, i will bring all the sweets to school (: ) ,
* wanwen and rachel (thx for your presents and support!)
* gloria( for smsing and wishing me haha )
* clarinets,kimyee and kimberly ( thx for your presents and support...KIMYEE YOU THINK YOU SMALL YOU BIG ISIT???!! haha tat was funny! (:
* jillian (thx for your present and support!! )
* daphine and veron( for your presents and TAT BIG BIG HUG! HAHA) ,
**my section!!! bass section!! wow ( thx to all! you all rox...and thx yewhui for carrying bass clarinet!!! (: and to my string bass juniors!!!! THX!!
* to all alumni members!! keng hwee thx for helping me!! and for felix and phoebe thx a lot for teaching me!!!
thx everyone!!
especially you....
if only the world can pause at that moment...... <3>

2009-01-11T12:23:00.010+08:00

>.<
i cant switch my mind into school - mode
as my holidays have been spent mostly stoning and slacking . T.T
**
waking up at 5.38 everyday is torturous...
things happened this week:
1. i m the new CIP rep together with jh
2. den...juz few days after tat, i was stripped of my position.
3. AND Mdm euu chose me to be the chairperson FOR 1 MONTH...
4. i <3> band prac! coz my section is improving!!! jy jy!
5. alumni prac is quite demanding i think.. my fingers are burning becoz of tat. ):
6. i m looking for a new phone since the previous one has been working with me for 2 years (:
7. i saw a full moon yesterday!!! (: (: (: (:

sigh..i 've been cooped up indoors all day...
wasting my time,looking at the comp screen and your name , waiting for something to happen....
**
i m seriously confused...
tried to obliterate all memory of you....and
i always think tat the feelings will inevitably fade away ...
but after all...tats not true...
**
btw! , sparkswind concert 18th jan!! 7.3opm at SCH!!! come and support!!! (:
jh,benjin,raffles, riche,yy and xj gogogo
**
i really really hope tat there is full moon everyday...even if i m deluding myself with false hope (:

new year

2009-01-01T00:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERY1!!!!! (:

i juz feel emo on the last day...
goofbye 2008 ):

New Year resolutions:
1. grow 1 cm taller (:
2. more outing with frens
3. gold with honour for SYF!!! JIAYOU BAND
(: (: (should not say the last 1 haha)

jiayou every1!!!!!! (:
**
just hope that.....

band camp+xmas

2008-12-24T22:55:00.014+08:00

MERRY XMAS TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!

---> excos 08-09!

-->kimyee:" stop stop!!! no!!"

---siwei (blur~~~) yiming:" you are going to die!!!!"

-->QMS with mrs chak!!! look at jieren!

--> band:" we are doing push ups yo~"

heyhey tat green shirt guy is me!

--> close shot! (:

bass:" lets step yiming!!"

omg poor weiliang!

ver(l)on + daphine:" ...........(nth).." lol

bass :" yeah we are all here!"

-->yiming:" quick quick! take out the present!"

--weiliang:" doing sit-ups"

string bass section:" smile! yeah!"

bass aka blackies (:

all looking at songhua! haha guess where am i! ha

QMs: "smile , we rox!"

--yiming:" gd gd! " omg am i really so black! look at my legs....

yujun &meiling :" we got drinks!! "

bass :" yeah!!!" so dark!....

yewhui :" ^$!@#(&*$" yewhui was there also!

yiming:" same lvl same lvl! haha juz kidding"

--yiming:" wow! MAY I KNOW WHO TOOK THIS PIC!"

grp1 band camp :" yeah!" yiming:" can you find me in the pic?"

--->yiming" hey hey tats me!! top of my head on green! XD"

---> kimyee+kimberly:" double Ks!!! cheese!"

-->Gim Lim(ling?) :" err!!"
--> junior :" >.< ........................"

--> sebby:" she said she was the bm juz now rit!! shoot her!!"

--> wenhui" hey! i m the boss here k!"

--> bass " so sleepy! ar!!"

--> rachel and sheryl :" hey! dun forget about us! cheese!!!"

---->sebby" eheheheheh!! kimyee doesnt noe!"

--> kathleen"actually i m the bm here! and this water bottle rox!"
sebby".....lol"

--->boys" eh...wanna fight ar!? we are all pia excos ok?!"

--> yewhui" eiei!! i m the bass sl liao"

-->yiming" friendly giant is here"
feihon"........"

--> QMS" do not mess with us coz we are all pia kias!"

---> wanwen" are you taking photo of me! ? herrz!!!"

-->daphine"yeah!! smile (:"

---> bass family photo!!!

---> yiming " haha i m tall" (and black)

--->
bass special family photos
yiming"hey i think some1 took a picture of us"
yujun"really?!!!

-->
sebby" wakakkak yiming gogogo"
yiming" i will take revenge ltr!"

--->

yiming " i m not a gay!"

-->
yiming" yo sebby! told you i will take revenge"
sebby"ar!!! pain!!"

lots lots lots of photos coming!!!! (:

i still got a lot of clarinet section photo with me !!!

feel free to get the photos from me on msn!

2008-12-08T20:06:00.000+08:00

juz came back from 2i07 class chalet (5 dec >.<)
a tedious journey from 2 dec to 5dec (:
i was expecting some crazy stuff....like jumping into the pool with our clothes ...
or......i dunnoe ...lol

first day
didnt join the class coz of my cca
spent most of time in school...den went to pasir ris tgt with shimin after packing my bag (:
lol... sitting through the tedious trip on mrt was boring...
felt like i can doze off in a min....
reached pasir ris chalet at 9+
tats when the mahjong madness started....
all you can see is tat all the boys were crazy over mahjong......
(and they will nvr noe tat i ate sting ray heheh )
card game + random chatting until 3 .40am....
so tgt with benjin and raffles we went to sleep ..
fell asleep at approximately...30 mins ltr...

second day
woke up in anguish (becoz of ww.......)
serious....ww plz stop shaking ppl while they are sleeping
mogu, i honestly thought i was having a nightmare for a second....
went to KFC for breakfast, den went back for card+random game and movie
terence was crazy over "stomp the yard" ....he was dancing in front of the gate after he was totally drenched
slept at 4+ becoz of tat freezing air con.....

third day
woke up at 5.50 for cca! and was still drowsy....
took taxi to pasir ris mrt .....den
another tedious trip to common wealth....>.<
my eyelid is half closed ......so dun ask me what happened tat day...
i was totally drained after the band prac.....
reached chalet at 8+....watched "21" with yuheng.....
felt despised by the character in the movie....he was godly smart .....lol
i was too tired to pull my eyelid open....so felt asleep at 1.....lawl!~!!

last day..
woke up at 10 and check out 30 min ltr
went to tampines mall to watch Bolt 3D....
quite expensive though....
but the effect was sensational lar......sosososo cool..~~
went to west mall for dinner den bought birthday present for xj wakakakaka

chalet was really fun and enjoyable(:
gonna end here coz i still have cca tmr (:
**
conceded defeat!? perhaps....it took me years to fight....

lol

2008-11-20T22:07:00.000+08:00

--> i dint pose for the photo...veron juz took it when i was looking at sebby..i am oblivious of the surrounding...T.T

--->3 excos watching movies....(retrieved from veron's blog) it's ok, she is not gonna kill me

lol!!. a week full of madness and fun....

my blog is so dead...

gonna inject some life into it .......

band prac on tuesday

kinda slack and fun..hahah

the whole morning was all about meeting...lol

and the terrible disaster came after tat...

ok....*cool down*

I FEEL THAT SEBBY WAS AIMING AT ME ON TAT DAY!

erms....but i am glad to know tat string bass is the best section ....

(i mean of course i know tat but....it gives me a sense of satisfaction when i hear tat from others..)

LOL I AM JUZ KIDDING HAHA

OMG...i was so tensed and nervous while giving the speech...

and i like yewhui's speech lol!

" i like to go out with string bass coz bass section only have boys...."

and " all boys den very sian" hahahah

oh...yewhui...you owns man.....i like your style...

next time i will do tat also! i will say sth like

" i go out with bass coz string bass section only have girls" hahaha i m juz kidding..

" and i dun really like to be a lightbulb..."

captain ball match after tat....

plz show your enthusiasm...and participate actively...plox

bass pwns all!!! and i am not gonna buy bubble tea for....so many ppl in klarinetz!

if not another bankruptcy will be recorded in RVconcert band.....

class chalet! ha....unfortunately i am able to stay for only 1 night...

it was fun though....

some of us were thrilled and excited for talking about the "red house"...lol

psp+chatting until 1.30? couldnt really rmb the time..

guess we were both physically and mentally drained from the vigorous activities....

went to dreamland in a few min time....

woke up at 9.45 am and get ready to go for the SAF concert ......*to be continued*

concert on wednesday (a bit fast arh?!)

lol madagascar 2 is hot!! haha

romantic and funny (: i love the line! " it's not the blah blah that kept me going, it's you"

oh man! tats like a...sloppy ,sentimental love story...

we went for the SAF concert at 7.30.. and the string bass player is .....freaking godly!!!

and yewhui! i am here to tell you one more time...i knock my nose.....

reached home at 1 am....

and thx mom for not killing me...haha

i couldnt even open my eyelid....lol

and there is band prac tmr at 7.45..

T.T ...i think it is better for me to sleep early (:

feel like saying " jiayou chan yiming" to myself haha

(it was a line from " ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni") (:

sectional outing

2008-11-12T22:47:00.003+08:00

---> the last 1..... probably the most entertaining 1 too.....i m buried in the sand!! and the figure is totally wrong ok!

---> henry and liuyi playing psp....

---> all point at the "anti-social" shimin

----> bass "Si ren zhao" no.2 lol and wad is yewhui doing again.....

---> BASS "SI REN ZHAO" hahaha and wad is yewhui doing......

--->bass formal 2 ...lol look at liuyi and henry's face

--->bass formal 1 lol

-->yujun,meiling&sharon

--> omg the "si ren zhao" lol

--> guess who is the 1 in the photo ? hehe

--> i m not evil ...lol

---> look at the notice....."please do not feed the wildlife, thank you " ....and btw... tat is meiling (:

---> we are wet!! haha a photo after our crazy&mad games in the sea....lol

---->bass+string bass without yujun and meiling (:

---> finally a gd 1...haha

------>omg...look at liuyi and yewhui....ghost!

---> lol blur pic.....and wad is yewhui doing there.....

-->bass + string bass without me ):

----> vivo city station

sectional outing on monday!
wow i m physically drained now...

can feel tat my mind is switching off in a minute....

so...juz gonna upload some photos and

perhaps finish this post on another day (:

emo period over!

2008-11-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

hey i m here to announce tat i m back again!
believe it or not... i think i got over it
though i had never for a moment thought of the possibiliy of having to live without those memory... ):
it is difficult to say goodbye ?
perhaps forgetting some1 came habitually to me , but emptiness nvr fail to engulf me in misery.
i couldnt rmb how long it took....but for now, my heart is numb with cold..
YESH YESH i got over it
**
just received my progress report...
nth much to talk about actually.
lol count myself lucky to get 3.6 (:
**
Holidays!!!
-sectional outing on monday
- 2I class chalet
- 3L class chalet
- bball with friends
- spam games with friends
- countless outings
wow guess busier days usually come after exams (:
**
btw high school musical 3 is a fabulous movie by Disney!
do not hestitate to watch it !! (:
*addicted to HSM3 songs (:
**
gonna train dota now (:
continue to update tmr (:

all my fault

2008-10-30T20:43:00.000+08:00

nothing much to say.....
really hate myself now!
it's all my fault..
**
not even the top 3....
if only i could run on that day....
why muz i injure myself the day before final....
i can even see a gleam of hope when we got first for heat2...
but sadly to say.....hopes were never meant to be granted...
it's all my fault....
i could hardly limp at the last few metres....
i m sry...
**
dun feel like writing anymore......

2008-10-25T23:14:00.003+08:00

guess i will stop blogging until i can get over it....
**
nth much to talk about
juz finished 4x100m inter-cca run
and band got first! time to move on to final! (:
and 3 cheers to all the other runners!! GOOD JOB!! (:
**
new com new com!! getting a new com is my yearning desire now!!!
wakkakaka
and i want class chalet for both 2I and 3L ! (:
hopefully that my holiday band prac wont clash with the chalet !! (:
**
i said goodbye to you...
can you hear the whisper....in between sobs..
stop this one-sided torturous thing....
it used to feel like dreaming....except we always have to wake up in anguish and find that it will never come true

EOY OVER!!

2008-10-18T21:35:00.001+08:00

this gonna be one of the greatest moments in my life wow
YEAH! NO MORE EOY!
slack-mode switched on.....!
**
not much to say about the papers....
we all know that a person will be able to do better in a subject that he or she likes....
it will be a GREAT BOON if RV allow students to choose only the subjects they want to be tested...
i dun see a reason why students have to spend most of the time bashing their heads against their hated subjects.
*sigh* just hope that i can get GPA 3.0 and above!
**
it is kinda boring now....erms (stare vacantly into space~~)
looking forward to:
1. Class chalet!! (if there is 1....-.-)
2. New computer!!
3. overseas trip
4. cca prac
5. OUTINGS WITH FRENS AND SECTIONMATES!
6. new shirts?! haha
7. NO RESULTS PLOX!!!
**
went to play bball with riche, jiahao, jiale ,qizhang, ben jin, raffles,liuyi
joined some strangers and play 5 vs 5 full court....FIRE UP!
the game was filled with tension lol
firsly , jiale argued with some guy
and the peace didnt last long after some provocation from one guy
it happened when i missed a shot and the guy just shouted "not bad ar!"
it sounded so false and sarcastic....
and it was obvious that they were oblivious to my existence
but nvm coz we WON in the end (:
**
after the game, we were all physically drained....
and our body temperature juz increased tremendously!
i should take a photo of our *rosy* cheeks (:
but seriously the weather condition is just unbearable
feel like i am going to evaporate in no time...
went to jurong swimming complex tgt with liuyi
it is indeed the best way to cool yourself down...haha!
we went to the "lazy river" and we got a pleasant feeling just floating in the water with the gentle current (:
it was around five, the wind rose suddenly and the dark clouds seem to forecast an impending rain....
so we decided to go home..
we were like shivering uncontrollably
and liuyi fell while walking back to the changing room..
**
reached home at 6
i am totally drained now..... omg i luv my bed! ha
within me i was trembling with sadness and anger...
i am really pissed off with myself....
it seemed to be within a flash but it was firmly imprinted on my mind
taking away all the sense of security i have.....
*hear the whisper, in between sobs*
**
HOLIDAY!!!

EOY

2008-10-11T22:39:00.001+08:00

lol few more papers to go!!!
maths , lang art, chinese p1 and ss p1(history) !
how i wish time really flies T.T
**
let me update the list of my purple family members
purple bag, shirt, soft toys,notebook, camera, socks, handphone theme, blog, pencil case, pen
and water bottle! wow I LUVVVV PURPLE
i am currently addicted to the show called " ming4 zhong1 zhu4 ding4 wo3 ai4 ni3"
omg it is so dramatic can!!
**
took 2 years to realise the truth
taking juz how a day passes..2 years doesnt seem like a short period of time...
and time doesnt ease the pain.. i have found this to be repeatedly verified in my life....
i will get over it soon........
**
will upload some photos tmr (:

random again

2008-10-04T22:23:00.002+08:00

---> yeah birthday present for my mummy!!
-----> <3
--> lol

---> Purple family! thx to qz and ww
----chio rit?!
----the cute little crumpler

haha, gonna be a short post again (:
juz want to show you all some of the photos!
**
my yearning desire for a new purple bag!! yesh! juz bought a purple bag on wednesday
tgt with yuheng,qz,benjin,riche and jiahao
and.....there goes my $175 ha!
the bag juz drew me like magnet can.....
told you purple nvr fail to excite my senses!!!
AND!!! for those who think that my chio purple bag is gay...erms...
i am not afraid to tell you that i still have purple shirt, pencil case,soft toy,notebook,blog, handphone theme,camera, wrist band, sock and etc....lol
if the term"gay" is the way you look at me....den guys plz keep your distance from me!! LOL
ok i see the importance of addressing 1 crucial qn here.....does purple = gay? Answer: NO!
hey but tat doesnt mean tat i am not friendly(:
**
not all scars show, not all wounds heal...
and....JIAHAO HOW DARE YOU TRICK ME!! ):
jh why muz you shatter my dream with the stark reality!!! no!!
nah juz kidding haha
**
if........nvm it is better to keep my mind free now...~ phew

~~MY SHOES!

2008-09-30T21:42:00.003+08:00

--->black&red! haha the only adidas shoes (:
---->my fav shoes now! Zoom Kobe I!!!
---> so cool
-- > side view

----->the lightest shoes? using it for the 4 x 100 race (:
---> my school shoes(:
---> age: 7 months
---> most expensive shoes.....T.T

---->Zoom Lebron IV ...cool rit!!?
--->actually it is quite heavy ..lol
--->my first converse shoes
---->wade playoff (age: 2 and half years old)

-->And1!!! haha my previous school shoes.
---->newbalance !
---haha zoom kobe II!! one of my fav. shoes!!!

hey!!! haha i'm back!!

wow....to have time we can term as "spare" is indeed a privilege for me...

eoy is coming and i was often consumed with the task of chionging hw....):

but a wise individual like me can always create some spare time!! haha (juz kidding)

ok juz want to show you my family of shoes

the photo album of my collection! haha

lol

2008-09-27T13:57:00.000+08:00

hey guys... i m here to show you all my 17 soft toys! or..maybe cute stuff...haha

nth much to talk about coz this week is ....rather boring...lol

perhaps it is the way before eoy but tats the reason why i hate it...lol

feel really moody and gloomy this week

sry to my frens if you all find my emo behaviors are irritaing...

just hope that you all can understand the predicament i'm in (:

and i promise you i will get over it XD

ok here is a ..hilarious account of a incident happened this week..lol enjoy..

*yiming was waiting for his bus* at boon lay

there was a few girls behind me and i didnt really notice them.... (start)

one of the girl: hey! how come you are so tall now?! wad is your height?

ym(yiming): erms...187.5

the girl: i tot you are only 178 last time?

ym: *smile* and *show her a "do i know you?", face *

the girl: do you still rmb blah blah blah ( i forgot the name,lol) ?

ym: erms...sry no...

the girl: really? i tot i just sms you last month?but you didnt change your no. rit?

ym: what no.?

the girl: .....*laugh*

ym: may i know who are you?

the girl: you cant recognise me?

ym: sry no..

the girl: wait, are you J sthsth ( i forgot the name, lol)?

ym: erms no i'm YIMING

the girl: *ps face* orh ar? ......orh sry...*then she started laughing with her frens*

so i went away and board another bus...lol!!!!!!!

so! all the while she thought i was another person!! lol

(plz.....do i look like i am only 178? lol 0.0)

i am 190!!!! ...............(with school shoes) lol!!

ok it is gonna be the start of yet another week for me...

but trust me!! i will get over this period of *emo*nality ha!

maybe you cant even recognise me when i see you next time!

all over

2008-09-22T21:39:00.001+08:00

what is wrong with me....
eoy is coming and i just cant get myself to sit down and concentrate on what i am doing....
every freakish thoughts tingles inside me
and i cant stop the pain from running through my veins...
the feeling is taking refuge in my heart...without knowing the pain it made...
maybe i knew that i am going to face it some day from the start..but so what..
i am the one who made this decision....
i was wrong 2 years ago........
and tell me now.....if i made another mistake.....
**
arr!! i have to force my brain to work after switching it to sleep mode for so long....
just...a bit random.. haha i got 14 soft toys on my bed now!! omg ! (: xp
and i juz received a Purple pencil case as my birthday present.....
omg!! guess what...it is even longer than my file...... but most importantly! it is purple!!
( i am going to buy a moon-shaped bag one day) (:
**
if only i have another chance......
plz....let me go back to 16/07, the day when i can start all over again....

birthday

2008-09-21T09:38:00.003+08:00

---->Omg my face!!!
----->where is jiahao looking at?
--->boys family photo!!!

---> hello~~~xj is not at the same ground level as me!
--->boys emo......
---->act cool photo!!!

--->jiahao,yiming ,yy,and yuanlong the 3L photo!!
---->xj, yiming and pw haha aka. starlight, lonelymoon and wenwen
--->yuanlong,jiahao, yiming,pei woon and yayun!!

----> pan...opsry riche and yiming the....cute pose!
---> riche and yiming..the .......cool pose! haha
----->wow so dark.....but it is not becoz of me!

!!!! i am 1 year older! no!!!!!
haha i was too exhausted last night
and forgot to write this post...
**
firstly, let me thank all the ppl who rmb my birthday!! THX!!
haha omg you guys rox!
i woke up exceptionally early yesterday!
tingling with excitement, i went to JEC tgt with riche, jiahao,benjin,xj,yy and pw
thx for all the presents!
seeing all of you just delighted me immensely...i m serious..
we dragged ourselves in to the arcade and there goes my $5.....
we went to watch "Disaster movie" after tat ...
it totally make no sense at all hahah!
and i couldnt stop laughing at the jumper's scene haha!
ok if the things listed below can really lift up your mood and brighten your day...den do not hestitate to watch this movie
1. a storyline with no link......
2. super hero who look absurd...
3. lame and highly exaggerated actions
lol......
Dinner time...well...it was only 5 pm....
every1 was hungry by then...so we went to pizza hut for dinner
ok at our sumptuous meal....
2 starzbites pizza, 1 curry chicken pizza and 1 ocean catch pizza
and the thought of the bill frightened me...haha juz kidding
left Jec at 6+
couldnt decide on the place we want to go ...
so we juz took a few photos and started our own conversation...
went home at 7.50pm? haha
and really really thx a lot to all!!
this is the best birthday ever
and thx for making it a memorable 1
it will always be etched in my memory...<3>but ,keeping it deep inside you for 2 years is torturous ....
should i take it as disillusionment or another chance? ...i am confused.
**
THX TO ALL!!!! thx for giving me a PURPLE birthday!!!

one more day

2008-09-19T21:04:00.004+08:00

--->family photo!
---> thx pw!
---> 4 little cuties from riche

-->from jiawen
-----> YY!!! haha so cute..
----> this little cutie from yy...

---> still emoing..hahah so cute

----Happy Family!!!
---happy pikachu!!
---->pikachu act cool

---> pikachu emoing!!!
--> pikachu on my bed (: (: xp
--> family photo!!!

---> Purple Dinosaur
--> this is yuanlong..lol juz kidding cute barney THX TO ALL THE EXCOS!! (:
---> my fav.! PIKACHU!! pika pi ka! haha thx jiahao

top view of the cute dolphin
---> yuanlong and yinshan's dolphin (:
----> bear bear from yewhui and shimin thx!!!

haha thx to everyone!!

i am bubbling over with excitement now!!

let me show you all my presents !!!

they are cuteeee x 100

really really thx to every1

thx to: Jiahao, Yuanlong, Yin Shan, Yuheng, Daphine, Jillian,Kimyee,Veronica,Sebastian, Yew hui, Shimin

and also for those who went for riche's birthday party!

thx guys...this is the best birthday ever

(although my birthday is tmr....) >.<

i will post all other presents from my frens tmr!!

moon

2008-09-14T12:13:00.000+08:00

** 6 more days!!! (:

couldnt relax at all for my mind was full of thoughts.....
as i dwelt on those thoughts....it terrified me..
i am not a person who was void of feelings
i contemplated what it would be like without you..
and sadness just set heavily upon me.....
i'm falling, suffocating by the fear...couldnt get up..
(ar har if wad you have in your mind now is tat "omg! yiming is a super emo guy den your assumption is wrong (: coz i'm feeling excited and radiant now
**
play bball with liuyi at NTU from 8 to 10 ...
haha i'm physically drained....
after tat i took my timing for 50m
the result is quite surprising..coz i only took 6.3 second...
which means tat it is possible for me to run 11+ second for 100m!!!
**
reply to tagggggs (:
Meiling- hi!! haha cute rit!! ya tats is my fav. pillow (:
123456789- hii!! ha thx for tagging, may i know who are you? (:
Shimin- of course !!! all my soft toys are cute! (:
Yujun- haha softysofty!! tats the birthday present from my fren last year
Jiawen- hi! thx for tagging, i know it is cute (:
WW- hiii!!! maid! juz kidding lol.. hi nice mogu! the moon is chio rit?! yeah!! and i am not an idiot....lol
**
happy Mid-Autumn Festival to every1!!
mooncake time!! wow
and it was full moon yesterday!!!! (: XD
plzplzplzplz pray tat it will be full moon on my birthday too!!!!

random

2008-09-11T22:48:00.006+08:00

-----> i'm dead ....lol
--> cute and emo pic (:

-->softysofty~~~~
---> my moony~ pillow!
----> omg so cute (:

ok it is quite late now....

will contine this post tmr (:

Band

2008-09-04T21:20:00.002+08:00

back in school for band prac!!!
(: (: (:
Tuesday
report to school at 8.20?
den we went for conbined drills
it is disastrous for me!! coz i cant possibly squeezed the commands into my poor tiny brain ):
so i took a while to figure out all the commands (:
drills ended at ....around 10? so we went on for sectional....
and meiling, the girl of unsound mind (juz kidding she is cute lol) came up with a slogan, the "Big Head"
it was cute! and funny! meiling is high!
lunch break at 12+? cant really rmb....
went out to eat with yewhui, feihon and seb^2y
seb^2y ostracise his section!! lol.....
miss chan came at 1+ so we started combined prac
i couldn't use bow becoz of my injured right arm.....>.<
pizzicato all the way! wow and guess what is the present i get??? BLISTERS!
band prac finished at 4.50
den the clarinet+bass clique went to JEC for dinner....
seb^2y and i had a evil scheme for creating a perfect atmosphere for *****************lol
and again!! we were so engrossed in gossiping that we failed to notice the time!
so i reached home at .....9.40 lol!
**
Wednesday
6.15am
i woke up in anguish .....and
met yewhui and shimin at boon lay mrt so we went to school tgt....
was very drowsy so fell into dreamland on the bus and ...reached school at 7.40 (:
oh ya before i forget, there was a boy who was rather inconsiderate on the bus as he didnt bother to lower the volume of his music,the music blasting away brought much unpleasantness to me ! (becoz i was playing in my dreamland!) even with a occasional glance in his direction, he didnt do much so it turned out to be that i am the one exercising tolerance....errr.....>.< ): !
den saw a lot ppl mill about the canteen.....so BAND PRAC START!
sectional drills with bass and DB
Meiling is a GOOD commander..... she looked tense..lol
(and her commands were drowned in the shouting and laughter of bass +trombone section)
we had a wild session of screaming and shouting.....
combined prac started at ..erms....10.10?
erms sharon jiayous in band! muz be confident!! we all support you!!!!
we did quite well!? haha
lunch break at 12+
eat with yewhui and seb^2y
and seb^2y ostracise his section again >.<
sectional from 1+to 3.40
*highness* time with meiling!
here all the 3 slogans for the mad &crazy&high string bass section
*Big Head* + *Hairstyle* + *shimin's unique slogan* haha (shimin dun blame me for tat hor)
after that we had captain ball match with clarinet section....
nice job everyone!! (daphine was sosososo hiong!)
it was just a game haha had a lot of fun!!!! 3 cheers for clarinet and bass section!
dinner with Kimyee(aka kidney, giveme), yewhui and shimin
haha crapping time with them!!!
and i realised that we can be so crazy and high!!!!!!
topics covered by us: most chio girls in band, most shuai guys in band, problems that each section is facing and some funny and crap stuff haha it was so FUN! haha
**
i dun really relish to think of the battered remains of the memory...
it WAS wonderful though..
like what i have said before....
god helps those who help themselves
...i missed countless opportunities...
and i fail to treasure them despite telling myself umpteen times to do so...
i dont wish to continue this way with dwindling hopes....
wish me good luck (:
**
i want to have a purple birthday!!! haha i am crazy over purple!

IMCB AND BBALL WITH FRENS

2008-09-01T00:35:00.003+08:00

---> ....>.<
--->single eyelid yiming
---> double eyelid yiming

----> photo in the lift
---> Biopolis IMCB card!
----->model student photo(wangzhe)

---> wangzhe showing off his IMCB card!
---->act dumb photo
--->IMCB lift photo

hii~~~ haha i am back from IMCB!!
(Institute of Molecular and Cell Biology)
**
okay have to admit that i tot it was very boring and dead on the first day...
due to some changes in the original plan, our reseach topic changed to Human Genome..
oh come on i guess no one is interested in studying the genes rit!so profound and it is just *cheemilogy*
to make it worse, we finally realised how pathetic are we with all the pros fromRI, NYGH and other top schools.
i couldn't understand a single thing on the first day....
all the words from teacher fell on deaf ear....sry lol
my partner, who is a RI student glances at the clock every moment...lol
( i bet he dread this bio course)
for those who are study freaks ...i can really sensed the flurry of excitement ..
(esp those who showed great *enthusiasm* in conducting the experiment and kept showing off their knowledge in science (roll eyes~)
we did PCR on the first day......the leaden atmosphere there is the perfect environment for them to study man...OMG! err...
the lesson ended at 5.20 pm and the first thing flickered in my mind is to escape from this building....
**
Second day
reached IMCB at 8.45 but the teachers were late...
so i play psp with wangzhe until .....9.30?
ok... it was fun lol wangzhe is so emotional and he is 24 hours high!
when the lesson started, groans from studets can be heard and we let out sighs as this marks the start of the dreaded lesson.....
surprisingly, the experiment on the second managed to keep me awake!
it was quite interesting (:
the only thing that dampened my mood is tat i threw away the DNA in a moment of folly... )
**
Third day
it was teachers'day celebration! i missed the party!! haha
but throughout these 3 days i really learnt a lot skills for practical
gonna meet my primary school best frens on monday! yeah!
**
saturday
went to play bball with YY, starlight, wangzhe !
bball was fun!!! played 2 vs 2 ..and obviously my team owns...lol juz kidding
starlight is so accurate in shooting and wangzhe is really hiong~~~
but i was quite on form that day coz i managed to do all those crossovers?
den play badminton from 2+ to 9 with 1 and half hour lunch break? lol
after that we are so engrossed in our animated conversation that we failed to notice the time!
lol i reached home at 10.40! ...
haha had a lot of fun but.....my whole body is aching all over now....i am paralysed....
**
The stupidest mistake in life is thinking the one who hurt you the most, won't hurt you again.
and the feeling i have now is like giving away all i have but knowing that it will nvr be returned...
i guess sometimes i have to accept the fact that what makes the person i care about happy might on the other hand leave me so lonely....
becoz the hardest time for me is when i'm dreaming about you but knowing that i have to wake up...
so i should end this post with this quote from blah blah blah
"Its hard to pretend you like someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't like someone when you really do."
**
count down to my birthday ..........
and stop saying i am emo if not i will spam your msn with purple words!!! haha
i will upload the pictures tmr (:

purple

2008-08-21T21:04:00.001+08:00

hey! guys haha tell you wad! i am crazy over purple!
purple totally rox my world 360+1 degrees! (:
**
haha purple nvr fail to excite my senses when i was feeling physically exhausted and mentally drained!
i guess all my fren will agree with me tat purple juz drew me like a magnet!!
haha for those who think tat purple is gay! haha
there is nth i can do rit? haha we are just different!
**
ok it is always hard to say goodbye..
sometimes it is just a strain on the feeling
and i cant sense any sad sweetness from it.....
sth is broken in me and it is as if a part of us is wrenched away...
hope that i can make this farewell emotionally tolerable
and i dunnoe how am i going to hold back the tide of sadness with the stark reality..
**
to my teacher...
sry if i disappointed you
i just wan to tell you tat i am not the best...and
i am afraid tat i cant meet all the expections you set for me...
**
haha i am going to fill my brain with all the purplish stuff to keep my mind free....
perhaps i will organise a Purple-Crazy Club one day! haha
**
it will start now....

1 month

2008-08-16T19:55:00.000+08:00

haha i am here to revive my blog again!
**
wednesday
i fell 3 times during pe...
the moment tat i had been dreading had arrived....>.<
now my right knee is swollen GREAT! wads next?!
i have to limp because of tat swollen knee...T.T
**
Thursday
lang art + chem tests
after i finished the lang art test, inwardly i felt a glow
it was not too bad (:
but my heart sank after the chem test...
even my fren said tat i looked dejected...>.<
i went for a walk at night....
perhaps i enjoy wandering in the darkness
**
Friday
lol some ppl said tat i am anti-social
well to me , i like quiet and peace place and it is practicall impossible to do this in a large grp of boisterous friends...
to tell you the truth.. i hate the deafening noise and my perfect day will be sitting on top of a grassy patch and watching the rays of sunshine wash across the entire land before me ! (sounds gay? or dramatic? WADEVER!) XP
i dun really know wad is wrong with being anti-social..
maybe we are contrary in mind but i will still do things in a way i perceive would give me the most satisfaction!
btw, i am not anti-social (:
**
haha phototaking!!
to be frank, i dun feel enjoy the feeling of standing in the middle of the band
sectional was fun~ haha
i guess we still cant get use to the changes,
to me, i am reluctant to accept the fact tat our seniors had left us...
and i realise now, in hindsight, being a senior is not easy....
**
after tat we went for exco dinner at KFC
*we muz refrain from gossiping about other people XD XP* haha
dun have much to say erms....
I Will Wait!! even though it will take another year (:
the moon is exceptionally bright!
**
Saturday!!
haha it signifies the start of the *1 month anniversary* ( only jiahao noe wad does this mean XP)
your first sms nvr fail to lift up my mood!!!
to hear you stumble when you speak
to stare when you have to look away
you didnt see the spark of excitement whenever i receive your sms
it is ok, coz i will wait until the day when i am not sure how much more my heart can take (:
**
hope tat you are happy today (:

some thoughts

2008-08-10T11:09:00.008+08:00

-- > omg thx a lot for sending me the photo

---->so pretty rit!! omg

--->starbucks
--->fireworks!! thx alot for sending me the photo

--->cute siwe
--->family photo (: (:
---> gangsters

--->sheryl, Kimyee and Yiming (:
--->rachel ,sheryl and kimyee..
---fireworks!! look at the lamp-post!! haha

--->xueqiang and lonelymoon (:
---> sebby cute face
----> sec2 excos

---->jieren and sebby
---> sheryl, rachel,kimyee, huipeng,yulu and XUEQIANG!! haha
---> sebby and yiming
--> lol my hairstyle nah juz kidding
-->sheryl, rachel and huipeng

Hi ppl , nth offensive here
Let it just be a frank exchange of views
No one enjoy the feeling of getting hurt
**
Firstly, how can I dun feel like to be included if I am the one who tried my best to organize it >.<>
**
You all think tat we left the section out?! Den why I still bother to spend time to discuss with every1 and try to work out the best plan. Tats not the way we want, we were in a dilemma also!
**
If you all made your own assumptions because of the things happened tonight, tats not very true isn’t it?
Do we look like ppl who always ps our sections? Obviously no rit? There is no right solution to the problems we faced, things do change with the situations. Since this was the last outing for the combined excos before they join the senior band, we must give in to them rit?
**
I just dun get it. You all said tat we didn’t show any concern for our section just because we went out with excos tonight? I mean you all can judge our personalities just by one day?! Wow den how about the things we did in the past? Just erased from your memory?
**
It really hurts when you all couldn’t understand our difficulties, and you all blame us despite the fact tat I already told you beforehand tat we might not be able to make it.
**
Try to spare a thought for us? Being an exco means that we have to sacrifice sth for tat, and we tried our best to organize the outing because we know the bonds between us are based on trust and understanding. We made this decision coz we are very sure that our section mates are able to understand our difficulties. Come on, we have been tgt for 2-3 years, a friendship that have stood the test of time wont be disintegrated just by a trivial matter rit?
**
It is ok that you all appease your anger on us, but why do you have to send all those msg after we made our apology. Do you think that we have no feelings at all?
I am here to write out the thoughts I have in my mind becoz I have the courage to have a heart-to-heart talk with all of you
No one is wrong, we all need to calm down and spare a thought for each other,
One last thing before I end, I love my section and there is no way we gonna leave you alone, misunderstandings are part and parcel of the journey we have, but I am not afraid coz I believe that we, tgt as a section are capable of working tgt and solving all the obstacles.
It didn’t ruin my day, but it made my heart break.
**

yeah thx for your understanding!

i will upload all the photos tmr (:
**

Hope that you are happy today (:

byebye seniors

2008-08-05T22:21:00.000+08:00

---> Qms 08 family photo!!!

---> fei hon act cool photo
---> ex welfare head, Qm head and treasurer 08
----> jieren and huipeng (:

----> Bass SL 08 and String Bass SL 08!!!
-------> tgt with yulu, library head
----> with treasurer 08 (jillian)
---> jieren and DM 08
------>head QM solo!~

---> ex Qm head(jieren) and Qm head
---> ex treasurer with Qm head (yiming haha)
----->ex welfare head(huipeng) with me!!!
----> jieren and xueqiang tgt with other sec2 excos
---> Qms act cool photo

--> senior excox act pai photo!!!
---> Qm family photos <3
---> senior excox formal photo
---->with ex BM xueqiang!!!
--->lol different camera (: photo with treasurer(jillian) look at sebby's face

----> with saxophone SL + treasurer + librarian(sheryl)
----->sadistic Qms!!
--> crazy Qms!!!
--> sec 3 excos
-->cute blur Qm family photo

it is kinda sad to realise the day finally arrived....

last prac for sec 4s

for our seniors who guided us for the past 3 years

it also marks the start for the sec3 to take up the leadership roles juz like what the previous batch did.

the band room was tinted with sadness today

but always rmb!! we are a part not apart! haha

i should upload all the photos i took today! bye bye seniors!!

jiayous in senior band!!

hope that you are happy today (:

ISTANA PERFORMANCE

2008-08-04T19:51:00.000+08:00

---> our "cute" BM sebby

-->what am i laughing about? lol

omg!! thx to starlight who took the photos of the band!!!

you are a great photographer!!! (:

thx to everyone!!! haha

i will continue with his post next time!

to all the bandsmen: you rox!! haha marvellous performance by us!!!

to double bass section: omg meiling i can see you moving with the music! gd job! shimin we rox rit! still wan to make a bass section tee?

to you: erms..haha thank you!!! hope tat you are happy today! (:

illusionary

2008-08-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

okay i am here to revive my dead blog....
a few pieces of gd news haha (:
**
1st
i become the head of QM ! can you believe it?! haha
tgt with fei hon and siwei, we are the QMs~~
so...if anything happen it will be OUR responsibilities ok?
RV Concert Band 2008 QMs : Yiming, Fei Hon, Siwei (:
**
2nd
just received our bio paper
my heart sank when i saw the result..
i didn't do very well for the test ):
but i feel much better with your encouragements !!!(:

3rd
istana performance !! ppl lets jiayou!!
dun treat it as a task...haha muz embrace it with a open heart! it is our show!
the band cant do without all the bandsmen (:
jiayou x 1000000000 haha
**
felt miserable when i lost sight of you....
you are the only one who can lift my mood now
it might just be wishful thinking on my part...but i juz wan to let you know!!
perhaps god only help those who help themselves
if not why did i miss so many chances!!!?
**
hope that you are happy today (:

OBS

2008-07-26T23:43:00.001+08:00

back from OBS!!! yeah back to civilisation!!
haha 5 days at pulau ubin is really a meaningful experience for me
this is sth that you will nvr find in the classroom!!! (:
**
Day 1
first, let me introduce to you our *handsome* instructor, Ah Xiang....ops srysry is Clay~~
he is really lame and humorous..and he got like countless stories to tell us...
WE ARE TEAM MARSHALL!!~~ marshall rox my world man!
we plan to set off at 10+?
but the whole programme was delayed due to the unpredictable weather >.<
it started raining when we were waiting at the jetty.
and guess what? WHAT!?(haha) we are grp no.25 which is the last grp....
we stood in the rain with that nasty ugly yellow poncho for 1 hour+ and waited for our turn to board the boat. >.<
upon reaching pulau ubin, everybody just rushed out of the boat and went to the hall
we went to the dinning hall for our lunch after the briefing by liping.
the food is...erms..edible haha jk jk it taste gd! (maybe because we were too hungry)
everyone wolf the food down in like...less than 2o min!
after tat we went to our dormitory and sort out our stuff there.
tried belaying with yuejun, julio and choon pin...
we went for dinner after some activities...couldn't really rmb all of them>.<
and pitched our own tents <3 and sleep beside the beach lol i <3 my moon pillow (:
**
Day 2
woke up at 5.30 and went for morning PT
played some funny games with other watches ( example, evolution, *say hi* game and blah blah blah)
and we learnt the MOST IN exercise .......THHHHHHE~~~ DODO!!!
i simply love DODO.. it is so cool and....and...and comical
for those who want to learn DODO plz look for me! haha
we finished our breakfast around...8 and went for rock climbing
btw, i got my new nickname .tgt with choon pin, we are the batman and robin.. >.<
yeah congraz to me that i reached the top! (though i am still scare of height)
haha congraz to all teammates who tried their best and exceed their limits (:
"only as high as i climb, can i reach" this is the reward for us..... <3
after that we packed our bags and embarked on a long journey to!!!!! !!!!! !!! camp 2 (:
lee yin sprained her ankle so she couldn't go with us ):
halfway through, we went inside a tunnel and play some games.
it was totally dark inside and we can barely see each others with the light stick.
"A team is the strongest at its weakest link" haha so i think this is the reward for us
finished the game and continued our journey ):
everybody was complaining coz the bags were really heavy
finally we reached our destination!! ..it is a quite desolate place....with a few shelters and faulty lights
we settled down and cook our own dinner and guys went to pitch the tents
ate our dinner at sunset ....how romantic~~~ (vomitting)
after bathing we went for the briefing of the sea expedition
and guess what?! WHAT?! i am the one of Sea Ex leaders....tgt with brian, junkang, dixun and cynthiaS
we discussed about the time schedule for the next day and slept at around 1 1 (:
**
Day 3
woke up at 5.40 and went for morning PT
after that we gathered tgt to form the " Morning Circle" and wrote our journal~.~ haha
unfortunately, we encoutered a storm in the morning so the activities were delayed...
it really dampened my mood
we waited for 1 hours + before we can try kayaking in the sea
i was anticipating for this moment! omg haha i love kayaking!
after some capsize drills, we gathered as grps and set off!!!!!
i was at the portside with starlight and moeka haha
i really enjoy the feeling when i see water gleaming in the sunshine, feeling of relaxation ha
it wasn't smooth in the beginning...we have to feel the momentum so that we can catch up with other grps >.<
but my hard work finally paid off!! 3 years in the gym is not wasted (:haha
thx to xuejun and moeka for paddling so hard (:
at the start, we counldn't really control the direction well so we juz paddled slowly with the current.
along the way we stopped and had some quick breaks, ate some snacks to energise myself (:
we kayak for another 3 hours and that is about the half of the trip
by then we slowed down as we were kayaking against the current.
starlight was exhausted after another2 hours haha and the whole grp started to slow down.
as we kayak into the channel, everybody was bubbling over with excitements coz we thought that the campsite was near!
however, we were struck with dismay when the navigator told us there was another 2km to go....>.<
and Starlight flared up at me when i feigned ignorance about the *ACCIDENTs* starlight you should know rit!? haha
( i am not accident prone (:)
towards the end everyone was grumbling as 12km is a bit too long for us....
haha but the hopes still flickered within us when we saw the campsite from far!!
omg haha i started paddling with all the might i could muster towards the shore!
haha I AM THE FIRST TO REACH!!!! YEAH! can you believe that we actually kayak for 12km ! wow!
upon reaching the shore every1 really felt relieved haha
camp 3...is like a deserted forlorn place..lol
ar!! i cant believe we have to pitch the tents at this bleak moor with no washrooms or other facilities..
nvm this is the purpose of the whole OBS course...ha
after we finished all the work and cleaned up, ............DINNER TIME!!
we couldn't wait to stuff the instant noodle into our mouths...haha
by the time we finished, it was already 10+ so we had a quick sharing session within our grp
entered dreamland at around...11? lol
**
Day 4
we woke up at 5.40 and i was in anguish to force myself to stay awake..
surprisingly, my arm wasn't aching after the Sea EX on the previous day
ate our happy meal for breakfast and played some interesting games as usual
Julio was really funny haha he was tricked by Clay and he kept cursing him..lol
after the briefing by liping, we plotted the coordinates on the map and get ready for trekking.
the first checkpoint was the German Girl Shrine, lol
"the best way to have a good idea is to have a lot of ideas...." lol this is the first quotation
we went on to the highest point of Pulau Ubin! haha the quarry is sososososo beautiful!! omg
everyone was amazed by the echo!!(:
we walked for another 2 hours and reached the last checkpoint!
we have to complete one mission before we can proceed....
so we took around 30 minutes to complete the obstacle course
...just before we reach our final destination..(sounds wrong..nvm) we have to finish the *stone-throwing* task
sometimes things just dun go in your way .... we failed to complete the task
but tat was not a failure coz we get to experience more valuable things in our lives
Marshall didn't fail, we grow! haha and sry to other watches, we learnt much more than you all (:
by the time we reached our dormitory, i had this mixed feeling that is beyond words could describe...
the images of teammates encouraging each other just keep flickering in my mind
i guess this is what we called a friendship forged by adversity!
**
Day 5
time for us to face reality....
these 5 days at pulau ubin really keep my mind free of all those thoughts
i could still rmb that i was so emo on the 1st day as i didn't grp with you..
i could still rmb that i was emoing before OBS for grping with strangers from other class
however, these 5 days really changed my mindset,
15 ppl from different class with different personalities and background end up in the same grp
through these days, strangers become friends
invisible bonds and links were forged between us (:
maybe it is just like what the instructors said, life is not a destination but a journey
and the journey doesn't end here!
thx to all the ppl in Marshall, thx for giving me such a wonderful experience.
and also thx to Clay who always tell us about the stories of Ah-Xiang and Ah-Ku
the experience at Pulau ubin will always be there, etched in my memory
special thx to: anise, yin shan, min ping, natalie, choon pin, yuejun, julio, lee yin, dixun, weilin, charis, junjie, huiying, chenxi
**
hope that you are happy for these 5 days!! (:

before OBS

2008-07-20T19:14:00.001+08:00

ok ppl! my last post before obs...
hope and pray tat i can come back alive....
since i dun noe any1 from 3I..
i should just be an anti-social guy and emo tgt with yuejun at one corner....
**
how am i going to survive with a grp of strangers....
ar!!!
ok went for shopping on saturday
tgt with liuyi, riche , jiahao and xj
ok lets take it as a pre-obs training haha
we are totally exhausted!! haha
bought all the necessary stuff for obs and one pair of new slippers!! haha
**
bought 2 track pants today
AND I AM READY FOR OBS!!!!
thank you for helping me(:
omg i miss my bed and pillows!!! byebye softlysoftly(the name of my pillow)
but i am going to bring blue moon with me!!! so tat i can hug it during obs! yeah
**
the moon is extremely bright these few days
and it is all becoz of you! haha
**
hope that you are happy today(:

tests+cca

2008-07-17T19:53:00.000+08:00

**
Math test is over!!! *heaved a sigh of relief*
ok....wasn't too bad.....
left La & Bio tests
**
i think the sec3s are not able to attend the cca practice before 5 pm
so..jiayous to my juniors !!! be more confident in playing .....
always rmb that i am the *boss* so i will be the one to take all the responsibilities ok?
i know *sorang boshi*(lol not sure about the spelling) is difficult for you but dun be afraid to make mistakes! haha
**
jiayous to all the Als haha
tmr is the end of our probation and also the day for us to step out and receive the baton from the senior excos
gd luck to all!! and for those who are not chosen (maybe myself), plz dun feel that you are inferior to others
haha we have no regrets coz we tried our best ! (:
**
couldn't focus during lesson coz i was think about you...
i didnt even listen to a single word ...
coz the images of you just kept flickering in my mind...
i hope it is not an illusion. coz i am not sure how much more my heart can take ( errr vomitting)
time for me to take the initiative....!!!
**
hope that you are happy today

JIAYOUS to all the ALS

2008-07-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

okay...this is gonna be a really short post!! (:
haha jiayous to all the ALS
all the best!!! gd luck for your second interview tmr!!
**
apparently, the excos are going to set an "IQ" qn...(to test our iq duh~)
omg plz save me!! hope tat i am able to make it!! lol
**
monday! tuesday! thursday! friday! i love these 4 days !!
simply becoz our recess time is the same!! haha
**
hope that you are happy today ! (:

random

2008-07-14T22:26:00.002+08:00

haha yeah ...ALS rox
we came up with the whole storyline!! yeah
cant wait for band investiture....lol
(although the story is a bit absurd and illogical haha but tats cute!!!)
haha follow the ALS and unravel the mystery behind the story~~~~~
**
ok one of my fren asked me to write a sweet simple chinese lyric for him....
erms ok....haha i am not gd in writing...so..sry juz make do with this...lol
title : qian1 zhe ni3 de shou3

我贪婪的欣赏你嘴角边的奶油
想说的话停在嘴边却不开口
你问我什么是天长地久
傻傻地,静静地牵着你的手
~~
我牵着你的手~你我微笑毫无保留
牵着你的手~我往前走~看不到尽头
牵着手一直到银发~白头
你的余温还在我掌心~停留...
~~
你呆呆地注视我脸颊上的害~羞
爱在慢慢加温回味(温习)你给的~温~柔
我把甜度调高然后尝一口
甜甜的,羞羞地牵着你的手
~~
我牵着你的手~你我微笑毫无保留
牵着你的手~我往前走看不到尽头
牵着手一直到银发~白头
你的余温永远在我掌心保留...

haha hope that this 1 can help you (:
i took 1 hour to do this ok....muz treasure it >.<
once again this song is written by YIMING...
lyricist: Yiming 100% original~~!!!
those words are just random thoughts that ran through my mind haha
haha i guess "you" are a great source of inspiration for me
i already come up with the tune and melody for this song...crazy rit!!! i juz got it randomly.....
so the composer: yiming
**
hope that you are happy today (:

speech day performance

2008-07-13T11:04:00.002+08:00

okay speech day is over...
haha we put up a wonderful show rit?
**
reached school at 7 am on saturday morning
we waited in the waiting room for ....like.3 hours..
haha but it was fun to gossip tgt with veron and daphine...lol
veron stop making your own assumptions!! haha juz kidding (:
i realised that i am super dumb!! haha i couldn't understand the mrt stations and falling leaf game..
took ...about 20-30 mins to understand the whole thing!! haha
is there any1 who wan to play these games with me?!! hahah
we discussed about the skit tat all the ALs are going to perform...
haha the storyline is cute and funny..though a bit illogical...
fei hon is the prince charming and yi en is the princess ..just like all the fairy tale...
ok i cant reveal too much about the skit....if not it will be very boring to watch the performance...
**
the performance on saturday was wonderful!! 3 cheers for rv concert band!
yew hui cheer up.... it was just trivial mistake....haha jiayous next time
omg meiling, my junior! haha we did it!! lol..hope your arm didn't get a cramp...(:
thx to all Als and band members !!! (:
**
omg haha 2 hours last night!!!
a new record ! haha juz kidding..
yes! the distance is getting closer...
maybe there is no need for me to wait for another year...haha
nvm i should not say so much.....
otherwise veron and daphine..these 2 smart girls will find out dots dots dots dots dots
**
just went to jp and shop with liuyi
we are like 2 crazy guys walking aimlessly in the crowd haha
i bought honey milktea haha it taste....weird..lol
jiayous to all the ALs tmr.! haa
**
hope that you are happy today!!

.....

2008-07-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

haha firstly..let me thank all the ppl who tagged~~~ haha thx
(really appreciate your patience haha)
**
a few things to say
1. hellooo my dear cousin.. plz plz plz dun be too sad when i tell you tat my height is 187.5
just a few cm taller (: it is ok i promise you tat i wont grow anymore ( i am not lying ...omg my nose hit the screen!!!)

2. hiii rx.!! didnt have the chance to chat with you ... plz...fix your msn haha if not you will miss the great show by your vice-captain MVP no.9

3. to all ALs.. jiayou !!! we can do it!! haha juz found out a lot of secrets....fei hoon is sososoosos *romantic*..haha

4. to you, i am not going to say emo stuff.....lol.. is not lyk i am going to write "the cries of pain echoed in my mind" "your smile is the only thing in my pursuit of happiness" all those emo stuff rit.........i am afraid, not of being ignored by you...but..nvm stop this emoness*
coz i noe that you will notice me 1 day (:
**
ok....i am gonna die.....
now my teacher nominated me ...
what can i say tell me.......
i dun wan to be SC!!!!
sry if some ppl find this offensive..
i mean SCs are nice but i just cant...
sry
**
hope that you are happy today! coz i am very happy haha (:

quiz

2008-07-06T01:18:00.001+08:00

feeling emo now..and cant sleep...
so i decided to complete the task tat meiling gave me ...
**
tagged by: meiling

list out the top 5 birthday present that you wish for:
1. your smile (haha i am juz kidding)
2. a nice pencil case (:
3. sms from all my frens to show that they rmb my birthday
4. a sms from you
5. lotslotslotslots of nice and cute presents ( maybe pokemon soft toys haha)

answer the following questions:
#1. the person who tagged you is : Meiling
#2. your relationship with him is: section mate lol
#3. your 5 impressions of her: cute, nice, always *high*, kind junior, humorous
#4. the most memorable thing she has done for you: called me a "nice senior"
#5. the most memorable word she has said to you " ******'s husband" (my section ppl should noe)
#6. if she becomes your lover, i will : lose my heart.... coz my heart is with another person
#7. if she was your lover, a few things she has to improve on will be: nth coz i dun noe..
#8. if she becomes your enemy, you will : feel sad coz she is a nice junior (:
#9. if she becomes your enemy, the reaon will be : she quit double bass section
#10. the most desired thing you want to do for her now is : touch her "bread" head haha
#11. your overall impression of her is : a very nice junior (:
#12. how do you think about how people around you will feel about you: tall(haha), nice, smart and GUAI~~
#13. the character you love about yourself is: .... i am friendly and responsible!!
#14. on the contrary, things that you hate about yourself are: i am too kind and guai!!!!! (hahaha dun scold me plz)
#15. the most ideal person you want to be is : me!! haha
#16. for people that care about and like you, say something to them : i love you!!?? ( jh muacks) lol
#17. pass this quiz to 10 ppl that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1) you!! (although you will nvr know)
2)jiahao
3)xuejun
4)shimin
5)yew hui
6)meiling
7)yujun
8)riche
9)you again!!! haha (coz no.9 is my fav. no!!!!!)
10) Kimyee
they are the only 10 ops sry, 8 ppl tat will read my blog ..T.T

#18 who is 6 having relationship with? (meiling) - i dunnoe.....
#19 is no.9 a female or male? ( you)- omg, duh wad you think...she is the only 1
#20 if no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a gd thing(yujun and kimyee) - ermss...unless yujun is a les .....
#21 how about no.8 and 5? ( riche and yewhui)- erms..quite ok lar..but i dun think yewhui like cute cute animal haha sry riche juz kidding
#22 what is no.2 studying about ? ( jiahao)- erms.. he is a super smart guy ..doesn't need to study
#23 when was the last time you had a chat with no.3 (xuejun) - yesterday? haha chat for 5 min on msn lol
#24 what kind of music does no.8 like( riche) - same as me!! haha i think 70% of the songs in our ipods are the same
#25 Does no.1 has any siblings? (you)- yes???? i think so.. haha
#26 will you woo no.3? (xuejun) - erms i cant!! i cant see her hahahaha
#27 how about no.7? ( yujun)- she is my senior.........
#28 is no.4 single? ( shimin) - YES??!! NO?!!! HAHA i dun noe~~
#29 what's the surname of no.5? (yewhui) - chee (zhu)
#30 what's the hobby of no.4? (shimin) - swim and ....gossip about others
#31 does no.5 and 9 get along well?( yewhui and .....) - dunnoe ...
#32 where is no.2 studying at?(jiahao)- RV 3L!! same school , same class!! haha
#33 talk something casually about no.1 (you)- adrenalin rush whenever i see you..just hope tat you will noe
#34 have you tried developing feelings for no.8 (riche)- ya i tried!! i tried my best but i found out tat i am not a gay!!!
#35 where does no.9 live at (you)- inside my heart ......( plz dun puke i am serious) you can take sth to smash your computer screen if you dun like it
#36 what color does no.4 like (shimin)- pink.. haha
#37 are no.5 and 1 best friends (yewhui and ....) - NO!! i am sure it is not haha
#38 does no.7 like no.2 ? (yujun and jiahao )- they dun even know each other....>.<
#39 how do you get to know no.2?(jiahao)- i pray to have a friend den i....NAH I AM JUZ CRAPPING.... met him in 1i same class for 3 years haha
#40 does no.1 have any pets? (you)- i dun think so...
#41 is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? (yujun)- lol !!! haha i guess she will kill me ...
**
hope that you are happy today (:

school+cca

2008-07-03T20:59:00.001+08:00

ok... the concert is over...
dun really noe the reason but i just feel very sleep this week....
i can even fall asleep when i was waiting for bus....
i nid to drink lotslotslotslots of milo and coffee to keep myself awake!!
0.o <----like this lol
**
*no offence to others.. it is only my personal reflection*
ok.....time for us to reflect on ourself and learn from our mistakes...
1. it is indeed true that we are quite disappointing...
why?
muz admit that i am not proactive..... need to learn to take the initiative to lead the whole band
2. no empty promise, no standard answers....we need actions
we have to show the seniors that we ARE ABLE TO LEAD and make them believe that they can pass down their baton to the future excos...
3. why do the exco say tat we are not ready..
it is obvious that the excos are spoonfeeding us,
a follower isn't wad they want coz it isn't sth that the band is lack of....
come on...we have to be leaders...
AL= acting leaders? we cant have the mindset that we are just trying to act as a leader..
we have to step out and really prove that we can do it!!!
i know that some ALs are really trying their best....
but if i were to ask myself whether i have tried my best in taking the role of a AL
i think my answer will be NO....
like wad i said earlier, no empty promises coz the band dun need them...
no standard answers coz that is not sth that a leaders should give...
we need actions!! we need to show!!
last point...
the excos chose us as ALs coz they believe that each 1 of us has certain potential
but ...by following wad others say wont help us at all
haha lets jiayou , bring out and unlock all our potential and show the excos that their decisons are not wrong!!
we have to believe that we can do it...coz there are ppl who put their trust in us....
SO!! LETS DO IT COZ NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!
( omg hope that nike and adidas wont sue me for tat ) haha
**
hope that you are happy

Yuhua and RV concert!!

2008-06-30T20:31:00.002+08:00

our concert was on sunday!! haha

woke up at 10 am and dressed in full uniform..

tried to calm down but i was already bubbling over with excitement......

coz my(our) first concert is coming!!!! wow!! i cant wait to hold my double bass!! haha

went to RV with yewhui, shimin ,meiling and liuyi... haha

we are The One and Only bass section!!! wow! ok sry for being too high..

plz bear with me Xp

reached school at 11.50,

set up my instru and get ready for warm up

board bus no.3 at 1 pm ahaha

( i was forced to carry the tuba ...T.T nvm i am a kind junior(senior)

Yuhua concert band was so loud!! haha i think i can hear them from miles away....

went to tune the double bass with meiling and shimin..

I MUZ THANK PHOEBE HAHA!! thank you for helping us!!

ok i muz admit that we didn't play well for the first rehearsal...

haha i think it is acceptable haha you know i got stage fright and those weird ~~~stuff haha

thank phoebe again!! haha she really help us alot...

we wont be able to play in tune without her help!!!

lunch time~ haha

time for us to *recharge* ourself for the concert!!!

so ps haha i was like..staring at her with the fish burger in my hand.....lol!!!

ok tat is not the main point...

re-arranged the chairs haha

felt quite nervous coz i was not really very sure...

we separated into diff sections

and get ready for the concert !!!!!

trumpets are the first section to enter the stage *scary*

i couldnt feel my heartbeat juz before the concert haha i was too nervous!!

show time~~ haha

went on to the stage and get ready for the concert hahah

i can hear ppl screaming and shouting "rv rv" haha every1 was so high~

oh ya thx to my fren starlight and yy haha thx for supporting me !!

i was trembling in cold sweat haha coz i was the one standing at the outermost position!!

my hand was quivering haha *pray hard that my bow wont drop later*

haha i guess my hair was scared also haha all stood up~~

definitely not becoz i am nervous tat becoz i used hair conditioner lol lame..haha

performance started ..

first piece grand march~

i didnt make mistake for tat haha perfect!! max combo!!! lol

i was moving with the music when i play pizz. at the second page..

haha can see that meiling was moving with me!!! omg!

Second piece, huntingdon celebration .

not too bad!! haha i tried to bounce when i play the short pizz. notes haha

the sound from bass is not heavy during the concert!! we are floating~~ hha

THIRD PIECE ....DISNEY!!!

every1 was so high!! i heard ppl screaming when the trumpets play aha

i love disney!!!! haha i really enjoy the music aha

my whole body was like ...swinging with the melody haha omg! so high!

when i swung my arm and play the last note haha i really heaved a sigh of relief..

hope meiling didn't hear me ops......

exit the concert hall and waited outside.. haha

met starlight and yy during interval!! you rox !!!! haha

omg i cant believe tat was my first concert!!!

our enduring hardwork finally paid off!!

returned to RV at 7+

den went to Vivo with my section

Subway was nice!! haha took a lot photos there (:

all i want to say is that....

we did a great job! tat was a fabulous performance!! haha

rv concert band juz rox the world man!!!

thx to every1 haha i believed every1 in band contributed to our concert!!

jiayous for the coming speech day concert

ok i should upload some photos at VCH

thx to starlight haha

hope that you are happy and enjoy yourself!!!

school reopen

2008-06-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

haha school reopen!! no more slacking and playing......T.T
and most importantly....i have to wake up so early in the morning!!
how can i survive when i only can sleep for 6-7 hours !!? save me !!
**
ok school reopen on monday.. and i cant really switch on my brain during the lessons....
i am so lag and dumb!!! i guess my brain is still in sleep(silent) mode now...
i still can get used to to the school life now ..... (:
omg the holiday mood is still with me....
**
was quite busy for these few days...
juz finished all the holiday hw hahah i am a slacker!! omg
cca also took a lot time...
we have to prepare for rv&yuhua concert and speech day concert yeah jiayou rv concert band!
and also jiayou to all the ALS!! we(you) rox!!
**
today is cca day!!!!
i was very serious today and i dun noe the reason.......
maybe i am juz emo ....
play the 3 concert pieces with bass section and i think we play well! (:
jiayous to every1 .... we put in so much effort for this coming concert!!!
hope my fren can support me!! haha
**
omg i dun think i can sleep early today!! (not becoz of hw duh~~) haha
i talked to her for sososoososos long !!
omg i really wish you will know!!!!!!
purple is my fav colour...but any colour tat you like is the best for me!!! ^.^!!!
bubbling over with excitement haha i am crazy!!
haha i am so dumb that i waste another opportunity today....
i should juz tell you!!!! but nvm you will know ...soon...
so..i guess there is still a gleam of hope for me!!!
i love 2I07, 3L, BAND and you

ALs outing

2008-06-18T10:54:00.001+08:00

okay...haha*ALs rocks *
i guess i have to shout it out loud before i continue...
hahaALs outing!!! haha but tat was on monday (:
**
woke up *early* and went to JE then went to pasir ris with yewhui, kimberly, kimyee and xiao xi.
haha we are punctual!! hah we are the guai1 kias!!! lol
met the other ALs at whitesands haha den we went to NTUC to buy charcoals and food for BBQ..
we spent $101? haha den we take bus no.3 to daphine house !! haha thx daphine!
ok fine..i muz admit tat yewhui, siwei and me , we are the three slackers..
(and i am like...paralysed with fear when they told me daphine has 4 dogs!!!!)
yew hui and siwei went to play with water and i am like..freaked out by them...O.0
zile is the hardworking kid!! haha he set the fire for us! thx ha
**
i guess we are too early !! haha den we had nth to do...
so we play cardgames!! lol
kimyee's reaction is slow..haha sry dun take it to heart...no offence i am juz kidding (:
i learnt a new game called " cheat" haha but i am so blur!! and i am not gd in cheating! ^.^
why cant they create a game called "honesty" lol..ok nvm..
cheat is fun!!! haha but end up kimberly is the one collecting all the cards (:
after a few rounds of games...
the other Als arrived at 6 +? lol
and finally!! we started our BBQ..
lol i was slacking and playing the card games at first.. sry xp
ok den i decided to help xiao xi and yi en and carry that big tray around...( ok i am a nice waiter ! (:
haha rachel is nice ha she asked me to take a rest (yeah!!)
play * cheat* with some ALs.
ok i think some of us are really gd in * cheating *haha but honesty still owns!!! XD
we play for around 1 hour den we started with a new game... the zhong1 ji2 mi4 ma3 the ultimate code!! lol
you know what..i guess it wasn't my day T.T i guessed the no. correctly!! no prezzie for me ....sry
den the punishment for me is ....walking in the swimming pool.. ok no problem for me (:
den Yu Lu, Boon Chong and Jillian joined us
ok from what i observed haha zhong1 ji2 mi4 ma3 is a game to test our personality!!
Yulu has so many *funny* and *evil* ideas
i think everyone will be on cloud nine if yulu guessed the no. correctly XPXP
ok here are some punishments
1. called huipeng and said" gd nite and muacks"
2. walked behind fei hong and yien and said " so romantic~~~"
3. did 3 push ups in front of the excos
we are.....imaginative teenagers hahathe excos joined us and we play truth or dare..
IT WAS DEFINITELY A NIGHTMARE FOR ME!!
coz i am the only 1 who tio twice !!!
xueqiang is the first 1 haha and he choose truth so yulu asked:"
ni2 yi3 qian2 you3 mei 2 you3 xi3 huan1 de ren2? did you have a crush on some1 before?
ok xueqiang answered " yes! " haha
second 1 is zile but i cant rmb the qn xp sry
third 1 is me!!!! ar!! but i am not dumb to choose truth coz i already noe the qn they wanted to ask me....
so i chose dare and .....the consequence is unimaginable......
omg!! they asked me to do a ...sexy dance against the wall!!! this is madness!!!
ok..i followed their instructions and place my leg on the wall and juz move up and down......
so embarrassing!!!! omg ....haha dun worry ...no photos and videos ^.^
every1 just exploded with laughter when i dance . >.<.... T.T..
i couldn't really rmb who is the next 1....but the rest of the questions are like...
did you get rejected before? or what is the most embarrassing or intimidating thing that you do with a guy?haha a lots of funny qn with interesting answers....our juniors are so *guai*..
ok...so the last round...you know who is the lucky person? obviously is me!!!!
OMG and this time i was forced to choose truth.so they asked me to say out the name of the person i like..
plz do not make wild guesses ...haha i only said out the initials of the names...
and i said ** lol nobody will know the truth coz i am smart (:
ok so this secret will be kept within this small grp rit... but nvm it was somehow leaked out....
nvm nvm i am kind haha
left daphine's house at 10.30 haha and took the last train to Boon Lay..
haha yulu's face expressions are so funny...yewhui juz cant stop laughing ...
we did some crazy stuff on mrt also haha
reached home at 11.50!! and there is cca the next day haha ..
**
ALs outing is fun!! thx daphine again!! haha
thx to everyone!! (:
juz be telepathic and the answer is there.....
the mutual affinity....
**
hope that you are happy today (:

holiday band prac

2008-06-13T23:30:00.000+08:00

woke up at 6.57 today.. haha muz reach school before 8.45 (:
chatting with liuyi all the way from boon lay to common wealth..lol
and we missed two 1oo bus...T.T ...
too engrossed in the conversation haha..
**
didn't join the ALs and go for PT...due to my ligament injury...
i tried my best to run but the pain is unbearable....
ok...so i waited for 1 hour and went to teach my sec 1 junior sharon..with bass...lol
i am a librarian today!! a day full of .....music scores!~~
**
returned to band room at 12.... den went for lunch break..
combined until 4 pm lol haha
luckily i can play tat 3 pieces...ok not perfectly done..
but at least i think my rhythm is correct.aha
**
ms chan kept asking for scores~ haha
sry hahaha i am too dumb and sometimes i juz cant find the scores...
thx sheryl...for helping me ! anyway i learnt a lot today (:
**
den the most tiring part..
i have to separate all the scores of A Huntingdon Celebration into diff section+no. of pieces that each section need..
wow tat is .........horrible!! haha i had a headache doing tat !! >.<>.<
took around 20 minutes to sort out the scores *phew*....
and thx to other librarians for helping me!! but i think there is only 1..hahah
thx for helping me to arrange the scores and put them back to their original postions...
haha really thx a lot i dun think i can finish my job without your help (:
**
brought the scores back as i need to photocopy for different section!!
thx to yewhui...had a hard time to accompany me rit? lol
so it took...40 mins to finish...and i collected it at ...9?
first thing to do after i reached home
sort out the scores!!!!! another nightmare for me hahah
ok i am very dumb so i took out all the scores from different sections and put them on the floor...
i guess i should take a photo to show the messiness of my room.....
finished at 9.30 haha 3 cheers for me! yeah...
ok i have to admit the work of librarian is .....very tough..
finished my job at 9.40!! yeah!!! my day of being a librarian is over~! ..haha
**
a closer distance doesn't erase the pain..
i am not sure if you notice me...
just one glance ...
or even a casual smile on your face..
that made me confused...
wad should i say...? the distance is getting further...
i feel that there is an invisible wall that stop me from going nearer...
i wish that time can stop at that moment..
just pause for a few seconds ...
my mind is filled with your images when you sit beside me......
it may seems lyk nth to you....but tat split second really stop my heart
**
hope that you are happy today(:

~~bball~

2008-06-10T23:22:00.001+08:00

woke up early today
haha ( 9 am...not exactly very early. lol)
ei dun blame me for tat...i nid to sleep in order to grow taller..~ wee~~
**
had a light breakfast den went to ntu with jh,jiale,riche,raffles,benjin and terence
game time!!!
team with jiale and jiahao
so is yiming + jh+ jiale VS riche + terence + raffles + benjin
haha nice game every1 (: obviously that we are the winner duh~
jiale is a solo PG lol!!
**
after that we play half court game
team with terence and riche lol
terence had a 3 pointer madness game!!! welll .......this is not sparta...nvm only jh noe .haha
i think we draw? haha
and den we went to canteen and immersed ourself in the engrossing stories of primary school!!
haha those memories will always engraved on our mind....rit? O.0
den we talked about our sec 1 + 2 life..
haha it is cool to sit down with frens and recall those things in the past..
the laughter around us is still the same haha never change at all....
and the memory of experience did not fade away with time....haha
maybe just the simple things mattered (:
hope that our crazy laughter didnot cause irritations.hahaha
ok..lets not get too emo about this....
**
will i lose tat feeling someday?
the pain of sadness? maybe i should be glad that the feeling can just fade away with time..
but when you are (quoted from some1..lol )"injured with pain and sadnes..you cannot be healed..."
trying to remember that disappearing smile..
voice that rang in my head dries out....
maybe it will get erased
someday....
**
hope that you are happy today (:

chalet

2008-06-07T13:24:00.001+08:00

came back from 2i07 class chalet...
haha i feel that this time the chalet is much better than the previous 1!!!!
(though i didn't do anything much)
first day of the chalet is for me to emo!...jh knows the reason.
**
1st day of chalet
we all went to Whitesands and bought some food and drinks there..
check in!! wow!! the bungalow was huge! .... i was so excited that i kept running up and down the stairs..-.-
after that the boys went to play bball. YEAH i love that bball court man!! haha
(i think i slammed....>20 times) enjoy the feeling when i hung on the rim!!
i just noticed that 2i boys are so high~~ haha we all just jumped into the pool with our clothes on...
i guess riche was traumatized by our crazy act at first... haha
water wars+ ball games+ ......WATER GAMES!! lol.... we had a lot of fun haha
i felt so embarrassed when all the girls came back....
btw WW and jolene....final warning!! delete all the photos !!! T.T
BBQ time haha, terence is the food tester
i think the girls did all the works...haha i juz help a little....
didn't eat much, i wasn't very hungry... first day is for me to emo...
after the bbq, the boys juz played card games.....
lol yuheng taught us a new game called "idiot"
tat was fun....but qz might not agree with us.....haha
fell asleep around 5.20 am ZZZ~~~~~
**
2nd day!!
wanted to go to escape theme park.but haha the boys woke up late :)
so we changed our plan and decided to go escape on the 3rd day !!
went to Mac nearby to have a LIGHT breakfast...
and stay in the house most of the time to play card games..
we went cycling around 5? lol went to Whitesands for dinner
den we go on to explore the whole park..haha
and den terence left us
at 11pm, we ordered Mac..lol and jh,marcus, yuheng and ww went to watch the horror movie
the rest didn't watch with them ..
i stay in the room with benjin,riche and raffles to play card games..
the sound and music effect of the movie is scary ...
we could hear the blood curdling screams while playing the card games...
after that some girls joined us to play the game called "idiot"
haha glenda's reaction is slow!!
when the movie finished, we all stay in the room and play card games tilled we are tired and fell asleep..
**
3rd day!!
haha we went to escape around 12 +
**screams are in the air** haha
we sat for a lot of rides..
pirate ship is fun !! time for us to defy gravity!! haha
i was trying to act cute face+expressions...tgt with jiahao..
XD XD XD ~~
went to play inverter..... haha seriously.i think there is hemorrhage in the brain!! haha *hang time*~~
den we play Rainbow..lol it wasn't scary
i guess the people who play rainbow with us are totally shocked and terrified....
haha however, we didn't play GO kart coz we are freaked out by the endless queue
we left Escape around 5 haha and i went to Whitesands with yh, marcus,raffles and riche
rented 5 movies.. haha but in the end we only finish watching 3 of them XP...
first movie is exorcism, haha i didn't watch it so i juz stay in the room and play mahjong
FINALLY!!! i learnt how to play mahjong!!!! 3 cheers for me!! wow...( thx to riche, pn and glenda for teaching me , i know i am quite dumb haha slow and steady yeah)
haha leon and benjamin came after their spec course..lol
played for ....8-10 rounds.. den i went to watch alien vs predator 2
after that we watch Littleman..haha it was very funny!!
sry to our neighbours if our laughter disturb them ,hahaha
the whole movie finished at 5 and we went to sleep...
**
4th day!!
woke up at 9 and pack all my stuff
i returned all the DVDS and we went to Tampines Mall to watch Kungfu Panda.haha
the movie is sosossososososo funny hahaha kept laughing..
no offence to riche ... but i think that the panda is very cute..
had alot of fun during chalet.. haha at least these few days can keep my mind free of thoughts..
thx to all those ppl who went for the chalet..coz i know that i wont forget this memorable experience
hope that we can have another chalet during Dec holiday!!! oh ya..rmb to buy coffee next time to prevent you from falling asleep....
**
hope that you are happy for these few days!! (:

!~~!chalet

2008-06-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

lol..i am going for ex2i class chalet..so..
i will be away for 4days (:
gonna pack all the stuff for the chalet!! ):
**
went to Kbox with my mom lol!!
it was fun but i left early and met yy and xj at IMM...
gonna emo !! coz i miss it again!!!'
i told myself last year ...to.......
i am useless ....i am juz a pathetic sad little soul~~ hahah
**
i wanted to wait ....
i wanted to see..
i wanted to .... tats all past tense now....
Y!!!! Y MUZ REALITY ALWAYS TEAR MY DREAMS INTO PIECES!!!
Y?!! nah i am juz kidding haha
it juz shatter my hopes....
**
does tat mean i have to wait for another year~~~....
tat is madness~~ haha
words were tinted with sadness.....
driven almost insane by grief.....
i cant imagine there is still another year!! no!!!
nvm...i should just settle all these things after i return from 2i class chalet (:
**
hope that you are happy today

~bball~

2008-05-30T20:01:00.001+08:00

i was super pissed off today.....
it doesn't feel gd when you get scam by your fren..
a gd friendship is based on trust rit...
to think that i put all my trust in them....and then get scam.....it hurts.
isiz very fun to fool someone.....well if you want the answer..i am telling you now
IT IS NOT!...
come on if you dun feel like doing sth..just tell me in the first place...
or you dun even know how is it feel when your fren scam you?
you all just lied straight to my face.. and told me to follow you..
why cant you just tell me what is your initial plan..den we can work on it rit....
you all didn't even give me a chance to make my own decision....
i have no choice but to follow you all...
i know you all might not feel like playing bball....and it is better for you to play com games..
but tat doesn't apply to everyone....
and thx to jh who still chat with me when playing com games...if not i will die becoz of boredom..
**
on my way back home..i saw my fren playing bball alone...
so i decided to join him....
a grp of people asked us to play .....den the game start!!
OK ....I DIDNT DO A SINGLE CROSSOVER TODAY DUE TO THE INJURY OF MY LIGAMENT.
and the doctor told me excessive contraction of ligament will result in severe injuries!!
so..the only thing that i can do is to shoot...T.T
first set..i shoot 3/5 tats not too bad....
second set..i feel lyk i went into another zone!!! omg.. i shoot 5/6..haha
we won the first game...
but the people have no sportsmanship at all!!
they have like...3 substitutes....and they juz keep changing players....
**
obviously, we lost the second match....!!!!!!if only i can do crossover!!!....!!!nvm...
i should rest well and when i fully recover, i will seek for revenge!!! nah juz kidding.. i am kind(:
last few mins..i just dun feel like playing anymore ..
and....tats how it happened.....~~~
i was dribbling the ball and out of a sudden i saw a gap between the players..
i dribble inside and jumped at the free throw line..
my whole body is twisted and i did a reverse lay up!
yeah!! my hardwork finally pay off....
i guess that is the only highlight for me T.T... nvm i should rest well now!!
**
a few days more!! haha hope that you are happy today(:

quiz!~

2008-05-28T20:35:00.006+08:00

haha play bball at NTU with starlight..haha
see my improvement?! lol i have been training my fade away for 2 months!!!
haha since my BEST junior shimin asked me to do her quiz....
i shall be a nice senior and complete it haha
**
1. What do you think an ideal best friend should be like?
answer: erms... a best friend should know me well and always lend a helping hand to me whenever i seek for his/her help! best example: starlight , liuyi and ...jiahao ? lol! haha

2. if you can have a dream come true, what is it?
answer: haha dreams can never come true! lol...i am not a pessimist but reality has already torn my dreams into pieces... if i can have a dream come true..erms. maybe go for a stroll with her on the beach! or perhaps i can fly with her in the sky?! haha btw....red bull wont help you in this....coz it doesn't give you wings..T.T

3. What will you do if you have a billion dollars?
answer: i will buy a villa at the countryside? or along the gold coast in Australia! of course i will buy Ferrari for me and my mom!! haha or maybe Porsche? ha

4. What's your ideal person like?
answer: YOU!!

5. Which is more blessed? To love someone? Or to be loved by someone?
answer: for me.. haha it is to love you!!! * yucks*...haha

6. Is there anything that had made you extremely happy?
answer: yeah!! when you talk to me and told me that "see you next time"!!!

7. Define " Love"
answer: wikipedia.org/wiki/love Nah i am just kidding ....love is the feeling that confuse me whenever i see you. it is the feelings that i have for you!

8. If the person you liked secretly is attached, what will you do?
answer: detach...NAH I AM NOT EVIL...just wish that she is happy..not today ! but forever..

9. How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
answer: tall!! haha juz kidding... not very sure.. use mirror!! lol lame..ha

10. Who are currently the most important people to you?
answer: all the people around me!! XD ha

11. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
answer: lol i am not sure....depends on the situation lol..

12. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
answer: open my eyes! (:

13. Would you give all in a relationship?
answer: well...to me, i will try my best to give whatever i can....haha

14. How would you rate the perfection of your life now?
answer: 6/10 haha

15. What type of person do you hate the most?
answer: lol i dun noe! haha it is bad to hate people... xp

16. tag 8 people to do this quiz. ( i dun even think there will be 8 people reading my blog) nvm
1. starlight xj
2. Jiahao
3. Yujun
4. Yew hui
5. KimYee
6. Sonjia..( if she happens to pass by my blog ) ha
7. Evan
8. YOU!!! haha nvm you will nvr read my blog ...
**
haha nice shopping time with starlight..
187.5 187.5 187.5 187.5 187.5... omg such a nice no..hahahah dun be angry
next time we should buy sth rit? haha
and thx for helping me to register for wireless network connection on my Ipod!! haha
and i promised you that...I WILL WRITE THIS IN MY BLOG HAHA YOU TOOK AWAY MY HANDPHONE! lol hahahah
**
hope that you are happy today (:

escape

2008-05-27T21:10:00.001+08:00

wow!! escape theme park today!!! yeah!
woke up at 9 today...
and went to escape theme park with 3L + starlight!! haha
**
3L rox...haha this is our first outing?lol!
GAME START
*SCREAM* HAHA.....the gals scream with *horror* lol...
so funny...
den we went to play pirate ship...... 3L screaming competititon!!haha
obviously...the gals will win..ha
it was fun hah, the boys are.....totally..erms..how should i say..
maybe they juz ...stay *calm* when we are defying gravity haha...
terrifying experience sitting in front of YY!!
**
Inverter is fun!!! * screams are in the air* lol!!
dun be surprised when there is hemorrhage in the brain!! haha *hang time*~~
we spin a few rounds in the air (: it is fun!!...haha though some gals felt dizzy after tat >.<
**
GOGOGO KART haha omg the queue is ....frightening...haha we waited for 20 mins!!
muz admit that i am not gd in racing..haha
the slope made my flesh creep!!! quite steep...haha
**
den went to play pirate ship and rainbow with starlight.haha
first time i saw starlight screamed ..hahahah!!
OK...since it started to rain...we left escape and went to JEC!
**
starlight you have to eat faster haha..if not we will be banned from kopitiam!!
went to play arcade.. ... ....haha i got first in the car racing game!!! haha
dun be too sad starlight..at least you got second! haha
bball shooting game... not bad haha we scored 200+ points....
**
haha a tiring day!!
i think i should a gd rest after this (:
omg..her birthday is coming!!! what should i buy!!???
or ...do i even have the courage to give her any present....
NAH CANT EMO!! haha
**
hope that you are happy today (:

50th post

2008-05-26T20:10:00.002+08:00

haha woke up at 10 today..

watched NBA match, lakers vs spurs. haha

jiayous lakers..

haha lets celebrate my 50th post!! wow..

ok..not a lot i know...but it is just a start for me! haha (:

went to play bball with yh ...and my right leg felt awful..

i guess i should rest first before i start playing..T.T

haha yeah!! someone said that i am not pai kia..

talked to her for ......40 mins? on msn!! wow! yesh!! orh!!! haha!! (i am crazy..)

just received the photos of RV open house haha!!! THX TO STARLIGHT!! (:

i look...so weird...haha

a few more days left.....

haha shouldn't have waved to you......

coz tat split second...really stop my heart....

OK since.. i promised some1 tat i wont emo anymore..

lets smile (:(:(:(: :):):):) ^.^^_^ XD XP

hope that you are happy today (:

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2008-05-25T15:19:00.001+08:00

omg i slept until 10.40 today ...>.<...ops..
really very very tired...haha i think i should sleep more during holidays...(:
**
first 2 weeks of holiday!!
3L class outing＋ex-2i class outing + bball match with fren +acting leaders outing
i think i will just go on the second day of 3L class outing...
wow escape theme park!!! *screams* >.<>
acting leaders jiayous!! we have to plan a lot things before band prac start..hehheh~~
**
to yujun: haha tell you wad...nobody noe about it!!! xp ... so your assumption is wrong..
to WW: hi mogu! ... haha srysry... it is my fault! ha
to KimYee: hii~~~ i am not pai kia hor...i am a very guai person!!! muz believe me! and stop forcing yew hui!! haha
to yewhui: do you still want your tuba? haha nah juz kidding...i am nice! (:
to xj(starlight): haha we are so high lor!! zi high!! lol.... "oh baby" rocks!! haha
and ..i think we will be banned from KFC....haha
**
hope that you are happy today (:

OPEN HOUSE!~!

2008-05-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

Omg!! Rv Open House today!!
wow....jiayous to all the acting leaders!!
reached school at 7 am to discuss about the booth (:
**
we performed march blue sky and quein sera..
haha everyone did a great job!!
marvellous performance!!
threeeeee cheers for rv concert band!!
**
all the acting leaders are busy folding balloons..haha
balloon hats are sosososo cute..
congraz to me haha i managed to make my own balloon hats!! yeah!
thx to yew hui..haha for teaching and helping me in making balloons!!
**
OMG..today i admitted that i am gay in front of so many ppl(although it is not true)
wanwen and yujun...i will rmb tat!!
OMG daphine and veron also joined them....and they keep discussing about.....erms..
THX TO YEW HUI!! hahaha for not saying anything under so much *pressure*...
hope that she wont find out!!!!
**
hope that you are happy today (:

Acting leaders!!

2008-05-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

lol reached school at 6.55 den went for acting leaders meeting in canteen!
it is fun haha.. the notice board design is sosososo nice!..
the games and cards are super nice too!~
three cheers for acting leaders!! " clap clap clap clap clap"
**
received our progess report...
my result is ok.....6 As and 1B... yeah! GPA= 3.6!!!
but i know that i did well this time becoz of luck....
second semester will definitely pull me down!!
*to jiahao *
lol ...jiahao i dun think i need to repeat the same thing...
you are O.M.G.T.I.M.S.G.....
tat is..Oh My God This Is Madness, Smart Guy...
haha you will sure do very well for the second semester!! jiayous
**
CCA!!! today is the rehearsal for open house..
haha and i got 3 blisters....
ar!!! they are so disgusting!!!...
felt exhausted after the rehearsal..haha need to rest (:
**
everything that i am doing right now...is just trying to make one more step closer to you....
it is near but unreachable...
...it is lyk a gravitational force....that drag me towards you..
* i want to end this misery*...
**
hope that you are happy today! (:

X-country

2008-05-21T20:44:00.000+08:00

haha woke up around 5.35 and spent 10 mins on doing warm ups..(:
took MRT from boon lay to clementi with jiahao and yuheng
2i grp den took 175 to west coast park!
**
drank a LARGE bottle of milo before the run haha
*3104* haha tat is my no. in B div. competitive race..
**
ok...i didn't run fast ...coz of my injury....
next year i will get top 20!! haha
muz train hard..yeah!
**
i am so pathetic..
seems like...results...cca.. and ...RUNNING are the common topics that we have....
i am useless....
**
last 2 weeks left for me...
hope you are happy today(:

JP!!

2008-05-18T21:51:00.001+08:00

wow! went to JP with xj today...we wanted to buy a suitable present for YY ....
but.. it is too difficult to choose!! as you all know... it is hard to find a present tat is bigger than **'s face...
**
haha dun take it to heart yy. XP...
we went all around JP .....hahaha but couldn't find a nice present...
and XJ ...haha nvm lar the difference is only 7 cm...
**
today i almost had a heart attack..
OMG it is sosososososo embarrassing....
i cant believe tat i actually wave to her...
it is juz a split second...but my heart almost stop at that moment..
how should i describe tat feeling...??..it is like....adrenalin rush!! lol
**
nice shopping time with xj!!! we spent 1 hours 30 min chatting in KFC..lol!!
haha ....my knee is recovering!!...hope that i can go for the X-country run!! haha

i think i should upload the MVP award photos lor...if not some1 dun believe me..hahah

**
hope that you are happy today! (:

exams over!! yeah!

2008-05-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

haha i have been slacking for these few days!!
spent a lot time on emoing, playing and chatting with FRENZ!!! haha
**
EXAMS are all over!!!! and here comes the most terrible part!!! ar......
results!! i hate results...it always make me, my frenz and ppl around me emo...
okay....my results is not too bad....
5 As and 2 Bs
hope can do better (:
**
to jiahao:
OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAHAO
SWEET 15!!!! i cant believe you are already 15!!! nvm..haha
btw..dun emo becoz of the results ..i know you are super smart !!
maybe you are a bit out of form this time....but you are a brilliant person!!!!
dun be emo SMART GUY!!!you will sure own every1 in the next term assessment!!!
stay happy (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
( erms i am not threatening you but YOU BETTER USE THE KEYCHAIN TAT I GAVE YOU!!)
**
omg i juz talked to her juz now!!!
tat is a gd start (:
and i juz hope that she can rmb my birthday haha
!!!!!!!
**
tmr bball at NTU...
games are ready to start!!! wow!! fire up!! lol
**
hope that she was happy...and she is happy today..and she will be very happy tmr!!! lol

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2008-05-10T11:13:00.005+08:00

CREDIT: STARLIGHT(XJ) and YY

exams over!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally...i can play bball,com games and wadever i want!! yeah!!!
**
going to NTU with xj and yy later..
photo taking session!!!!!!!!!!
thx to xj hahaha yeah!!
maybe i can upload the photos later??? muz ask for xj's permission first...lol
**
Kobe Bryant received his first MVP award!!! wow!!
i think i will finish this post after playing bball..

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2008-05-06T13:13:00.000+08:00

reached school around 6.38 today...wow tat is early!! haha
whole class was revising for bio in the morning..haha
**
i dun wanna talk about exams now ...coz i dun think i did wellll.....
err.....omg..math used to be the subject tat i can score the highest...but now..nvm
lol muz jiayous for all the exams!
**
juz finished Bio today haha!! not too difficult...hope can get >B.
hope that you did well also haha....jiayous!!
and there is chemistry tmr!! JIAYOUS!!
**
Kobe Bryant will receive his first MVP award on thursday!!!
wow!! haha lol.....
10 days to jh birthday and cross country run ha!
**
hope that you are happy today!! and all the best in exams!

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2008-05-02T20:20:00.000+08:00

today is L.A paper and HCL paper1
haha L.A paper was ok....but i totally screwed my chinese compo....
i dun even noe wad am i writing in the last para....
**
finished the tests around 12.30 den went to JE to eat lunch..
saw her in JE!! WOW! nah juz kidding...
omg i dun even have the courage to look at her...such a failure...
**
went home and then play bball with yuheng...
lol thx yh for helping me to take some photos and video!
we play for around 3 hours...lol felt so exhausted..
maybe i should upload the photos!! hahah i am not zi lian!!
**
i hope you can talk to me again!!!! haha lol juz kidding
hope that you are happy today..!!! and ALL THE BEST IN YOUR EXAMS!!
**
oh ya last thing...xj cannot be emo anymore!! haha....
muz always stay happy!!!! (: muz SMILE (: (: (: (: (:
jiayous jiayous...i hope you wont think about anything that will make you emo...lol

~~

2008-04-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

lol, woke up at 8am today..
watch NBA match until 10...
**
went to XJ(starlight)'s house to revise for midyrs..
haha i think we only spent 1 hour on revision..haha
we were chatting and joking all the way until 5+ haha...
we were laughing like 3 mad ppl who juz escaped from IMH......
ah ha! i am 187> 180..... hahaha xj dun be too angry when you read this
**
we left XJ house around....7.05pm? YY muz stay happy!!! (:haha
don't emo anymore!! haha
took the mrt to boon lay...
missed the bus so i decided to walk....
**
reached home around...20.20pm haha
i have to face this empty place alone again..
i hate the feeling when i step into the house and there is no1 inside...
i hate the feeling of darkness..
nah juz kidding... i am not emoing lol
**
omg she talked to me!! wo!!~~~ haha (:
haha hope that you are happy today ! (:

*LonelyMoon*

~~reborn~~

~one for redemption one for aspiration~

~~ we get blue xmas instead of white ~ ~

birthday!! (:

~~Dragon Boat~~

~~FANTASIA VIII REBIRTH!!!!~~~

"pikachu's birthday"

today was a fairytale (:

start of something new

birthday!

~~Holiday+family~~

~exams~

~~random thoughts~~

~no regrets...~

~~SYF~~

~~lalala~~

~ why?~

~Valentine 's Day~~

~naha me+ spec!

~~ new year~~

band camp+xmas

~~lol ~~

~~sectional outing~~

~~emo period over!~~

~~all my fault~~

~~EOY OVER!!~~

~~EOY~~

~~random again~~

~~MY SHOES!

~~lol~~

~~all over~~

~~birthday~~

~~one more day~~

~~moon~~

~~random~~

~~Band~~

~~IMCB AND BBALL WITH FRENS~~

~~purple~~

~~1 month~~

~~some thoughts~~

~~byebye seniors~~

~~ISTANA PERFORMANCE~~

~~illusionary~~

~~OBS~~

~~before OBS~~

~~tests+cca~~

~~JIAYOUS to all the ALS~~

~~random~~

~~speech day performance~~

~~.....~~

~~quiz~~

~~school+cca~~

~~Yuhua and RV concert!!~~

~~school reopen~~

~~ALs outing~~

~~holiday band prac~~

~~bball~

~~chalet~~

!~~!chalet

~bball~

quiz!~

~~escape~~

~~50th post~~

~~

OPEN HOUSE!~!

~~Acting leaders!!~~

~~X-country~~

~~JP!!~~

exams over!! yeah!

~~

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~~

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LonelyMoon

reborn

Dragon Boat

FANTASIA VIII REBIRTH!!!!~

Holiday+family

random thoughts

SYF

lalala

new year

lol

sectional outing

emo period over!

all my fault

EOY OVER!!

EOY

random again

lol

all over

birthday

one more day

moon

random

Band

IMCB AND BBALL WITH FRENS

purple

1 month

some thoughts

byebye seniors

ISTANA PERFORMANCE

illusionary

OBS

before OBS

tests+cca

JIAYOUS to all the ALS

random

speech day performance

.....

quiz

school+cca

Yuhua and RV concert!!

school reopen

ALs outing

holiday band prac

chalet

escape

50th post

Acting leaders!!

X-country

JP!!