woke up at 11 am today ...
wanted to play bball but it was raining...
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Finally!! i solved my first Rubik's cube yeah!!
spent the rest of the time watching tv and emoing..
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a few days to the special 2 years...
2 years of feelings and pain....
it all started during the cartoon drawing lesson.....maybe you've already forgotten ...
maybe you didn't even cast a glance at the person who stared at you from far.....
maybe you nvr notice a person who felt sosososososo nervous whenever he walked past you...
2 years ... time didn't change a single thing but only to show how silly i am...
sometimes..a slender hope still flickered within me....
i always have the same dream...a dream that only happens in fairy tales....
but it was completely devastated by the cruel reality
what do i have now? a dream that will nvr come true? or memory tat engraved on my mind...
or maybe it's just a gleam of hope in this apparently hopeless situation..
2 years ...it seemed lyk eternity
how long do i have to wait? the uncertainty is unbearable...
perhaps i need a break to calm down..
but how can i do so , knowing that you are just so near...
maybe i should celerbrate this lonely commemorable day
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hope that she is happy today(: