YEAH MY BIRTHDAY!!!
HAHA THX TO ALL MY FRENS
THX TO RICHE,JIAHAO, BENJIN, LEON, MARCUS, JIALE, QIZHANG , YUHENG. RAFFLES
AND THX TO THOSE WHO WENT FOR THE DINNER ! HAHA
A BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU!!!
NOW CELEBRATE!!! HAHA
---> lolnt my car...lol obvious
--> tats my cousin (:
---> dinner with family? lol
---> at mo4 shan1 lol
---> theme park lol
---> lol blur pic
---> so short
--> lol i look sad...
---> actually i m taller...
--->solo pic in some restaurant
tried to hold back my emotions...but sry i cant....
never a right time to say goodbye..but still you got to face it..
it's over....everything is over... (:
band prac is on this coming friday..woho..
cant wait to touch my string bass...lol nvm
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going overseas during this coming june holiday..
time to slack and play!
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The...End...
lol cooped up at home ....
and thx to self study day that i have yet to dig out all my notes from the bag....
Mid-year is next week....and i couldnt even keep my mind free of thoughts...
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anyway, just watched X-men origin, Wolverine today with jiahao and choon pin..
indeed a nice movie, so X-men fans dont hesitate to catch the movie (:
"why is the moon so lonely?" "because he can never touch her" ....(from the movie)
just love this particular line.... sounds emo though ..but it just evoked my memories of...
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ar!! mid-year is coming..(the dreaded moment had finally arrived..
but guess it's just useless staring blankly at the paper in front of me...
sigh.... any1 want to study together with me? ( hopefully i can be highly motivated by studying tgt with frens.....
im dumb enough...and lack motivations! doom and gloom for me...
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erase my memory plz...........
kill me....
before i kill myself.......
any1 can tell me....the reasons behind all these...
i cant take it....
i mean srsly...I JUST CANT TAKE IT!!!!
dont ask me ...to be strong or wadever...
coz i cant do it....
time is poisonous......
i wish .....i was in the dream....
wake me up.......
-->so cute!! love in all languages
--> omg so cool!!
juz another boring weeeeeeek...
*ar!!yawn~~~*
going for alumni band prac(: woho!
gonna start training my bball (:
( *shout* bball match again all my frens!!!!!)
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mom going overseas soon......
gonna face the blank walls alone....with that vacuous expression again...
place of inanition......):
..just a faint gleam of hope...
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失去的...我一定会重新夺回来...not gonna waste another 2 years......
dun try.....it is a must...
i've done my best....(:
and to my section......I AM DAMN PROUD OF YOU...
for all the effort that we put in
for all the hardship that we 've gone through...
for all the moments that we enjoy.....
for all the tears we shared....
for all these.....I AM &^&*%^%(*^& PROUD OF YOU.....
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still rmb ? 2 years ago....when i met you all for the very first time...
we started off with NTH.....
no guidance from direct seniors or any tutor.
all we have are juz 3 different individuals...with diff personalities yea?
rmb all we do during sectionals....is just staring at each other with stone faces....
trying to keep ourself busy by rubbing against the taut strings...
it all became vivid....when i was standing on the stage.
time doesnt erase all those memory man....
for those memory that we shared...... I M REALLY &^&*%) PROUD OF YOU....
we all agreed that we tried our best yea?
den....NO REGRETS (:
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maybe we do not know the way of accepting reality..
perhaps....we just cant control our emotions...
but....tats nt a sign of weakness in us...
maybe all we need is just a shoulder to cry on....
dont you find ironic when ppl start telling us how we could have done better this time....and why didnt we try our best..WHEN we are the ones that fought through it..
when we are the ones spending hundreds of hours tgt with ms chan to achieve our goals....
we cried, nt for the result, but to express the feeling of not being able to achieve what we deserve.
so..plz..do not judge us if you cant feel and understand every single 1 from RV concert band...
GWH? so what if we miss it......WE GOT A BWH , a band with honours (:
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i know there is definitely a strain on the feelings when we received the results...
i know it feels like some parts of us are wrenched away...
it's ok.....dun have to hold back the tides of sadness and tears..
do not control it....
let your emotions flow freely..BUT JUST FOR TODAY...
let the tears wet your faces..just for today...
(: (: (:
becoz tmr is a brand new beginning....
a new chapter awaits all of us.......
and!!!!!!! this is nt a obstacle to stop us from moving forward....definitely nt 1 for RV concert band!
you all believe in every single 1 of RV concert band...so do i....
dun let it ....destroy the faith that you have.....
GET OVER IT!!
let it be our motivation, spur us on to succeed...(:
the night is darkest just before dawn
what awaits us will then be the bright rays of dawn (: ha
take this fall as an opportunity..
remind yourself the glory that we lost....
and.....use it as a force to take back what belongs to us
so come on....be strong.. pull yourself together...
and......fight back the glory!!
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revenge is a dish best served cold.......
this is yet another chapter for us to write our own destiny....
was struggling with the hectic schedule this week...*sigh*..
countless tests and assignments...are driving me crazy ! ar!...>.<
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lack of sleep can affect the stability of emotion i think....( coz i was quite emotionally unstable these few days...) *waking up at 5.35 everyday is ..torturous T.T*
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have been yearning for a new phone since the start of this year >.< ....
to my dismay....Iphone is still unavailable for starhub users....gerrr ):
how long do i have to wait ....
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SYF creeps ppl!!!
dream about the result.
dream about all the efforts that we put in..
dream about what have we been through.....
and live our dreams!!
its kinda sad ..my last SYF with the junior band ):
JIAYOU EVERY1 (:
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finally, sth which cheers me up!
one week of holiday?! (or is it even a holiday?) >.<
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want to spend the week enjoying a vacation at a resort or somewhere seemes remote from civilisation....
(run away from reality? no!)
BUT~~ feel it? the intense competition is here (:
no much time for me to slack (and sleep also >.<) JIAYOU JIAYOU~
cca at yuhua today,
practising in the hall is really torturous
for some inexplicable reason, the sound was tight juz like the taut strings of the bass.
and i was really tensed when ms chan gave us the sullen glare.....):
guess we kinda not used to the new place yeah?
wads there to be afraid of? muz overcome our crippling fear and do it !
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monday- bball?
tuesday- band (:
wednesday- sleep sleep & sleep (:
thursday-band
friday- band
sat- Mini concert
sun-sleep..
wow working to a tight schedule isnt it....(:
haha it's better than slacking at home , stoning and staring at the blank screen....
jiayou jiayou RV concert band
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battered remains of the memory, smashed beyond recognition....
lol it's ok ..... meiling has the ability to cheer the whole section up haha
coop up at home for the past few days....
life hasn't exactly been a barrel of laughs lately...
...and still struggling in this world where ppl dun feel guilty of distorting the truth...
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i could already sensed trouble brewing long before it happened lar...
our relationship with other class were strained man....
every now and then, i saw links of the blogs that condemned 4L
it really blow my top whenever i hear the pop sound of the conversation window, telling me how other class hate us...
when it comes to sensitive issues....guess i should stop blogging about it...
you know i dun wan others to take my post as a immature act to grumble about anything
and ...no grudge against me plox.i dun wan any1 bear malice against me ):
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cca! ha finally something which cheer me up!
some ppl said cca never seems so enjoyable to those who spend the greater part of the day in it as it is absolutely insensible to do those dull activities.. lol
TATS BECOZ YOU ARE NT PASSIONATE ABOUT WAD YOU ARE DOING!
even though i m fully aware tat its gonna be a hectic schedule for next 1 month...
&despite the fact tat SYF is approaching, it seems tat cca is the only thing that manage to keep my mind free of thoughts (:
i m not sure if the last day would be advantageout to us
BUT! it definitely focus our attention to the goal tat we are working towards for
RV concert band SYF 2009 allllll the way! (:
destiny ....falls on 8 april! (:
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i read this in the Nike commercial.....( not publicizing nike lol)
"if you really want it, you can push pass pain, ....
"glory, if you really want it...live your dream, if you really want it..
"if you really want it you can fit everything to your fire, all the pain, failures, critics and glory...
"you can do anything you want to.....if you really want it...
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so... show your determination and live your dream! jiayou rv concert band AND STRING BASS SECTION <3
* lets hope tat mr sunshine and ms happy will bring us gd luck! "